a year of delicate pain & beauty ~❥

in those moments that are darkest

can you find your light.

scars and wounds you behold

burning marks of desire into your skin

and in this,

a delicate essence is flowered

deeply etched into the heart of you

September 2, 2015~ julyjennifer~❥

Moonlight Lovers

They are the moon children 

and to a kiss time stands still.

Their passion evokes
a compelling desire,
the essence
dreams are made of.

His hands
embrace her vulnerability, 

her hand
interlaced sacredly within his;
the warmth

and a magnetic force is intertwined.

He then wraps his hands
around her waist

around her neck.

A love transforms

and the blue moon
illuminates the way;

into her heart and into his heart.

There is no defiance of forbidden love,
by virtue
of imprisoned passion.

Captive rapture arises from her being,
into his.

Altruistic.

The moon encompasses her

and only to him

can she fall into a love
destined by Venus.

A love story

in that,
the celestial's twinkle

and the moon blush
with crimson.

A love that stands still...

October 1, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

I think I'm "nesting"♥

This is my form of "nesting"...

I can see a near distant future of my life.

It involves a hammock, a little bungalow set in a tropical forest back drop, my kitten Chloe and the little Bella, a garden green house abundant with dancing butterflies and flowers that make your soul sing. There's gypsy furnishings, a room filled with poetry, painting mediums and a dancers delight of mirrored walls. Music always spirals through the bungalow dancing to the tune of ocean waves not so far from this retreat. An old porch adorned with potted flowers, a swing under an ancient tree; sunlight dancing through the tree tops and him...

A daily occurrence involves tea in the morning on a porch made for retreat, a visit to the {home of greenery} so water can bring more life to our bountiful nutrients. I paint, write and dance. We meditate, we stretch and we just live with love in our hearts. We cook together, we cuddle and we dance with our hearts singing. We make love in the moonlight, we rest in an aged hammock and we laugh. 

This is what my body yearns and thirst for. I can feel this energy through my soul. I can hear the sea calling my name. I am so close...

Haiku Poem~ Sweet Embrace♥

there lies butterflies 

in my belly and

a scent of gardenia

January 2012~ July Jennifer ♥

My Little Skittle♥

She's the sweetest little pea, with a perfect little round bottom and dimples that will melt your heart. 
She followed me around like a little darling; 
I would dance and this sweetheart would follow, 
I would cry and this angelic soul would hug me, 
I needed a friend and this precious creature would be my companion. 
Her giggle is infectious and she continually makes me laugh;
she is always ready for any shenanigans I have mustered up. 
We shared skittles. I get the red, purple & green; she gets the rest. 
We shared childhood memories; 

playing pretend, dressing up and being silly girls. 

She comes with a Princess disposition but don’t let her fool you, 

she has the strength of a vigorous tiger and a heart made of tenderheartedness. 
I admire her. 
We have the sacred bond of sisterly love, that bestows warm fuzzies in my heart.
Above all, 
we have a love that evolves into heartfelt memories that bestows love upon my heart. 

I will keep her locked into my heart.

She will always be my shelter;
my confidant, 
my secret keeper,
my memory maker
and forevermore baby sissy.

April 1, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥