Of Love

I am a body of my own
wrapped in warmth of water
as my bones untie
into a lustful kiss
is to know how to love.

Wrapped within the mystic of you,
encompassing knowing
of a magical power;
unbeknownst
a goddess of light
a goddess of beauty
a goddess of grace
a goddess of passion
a goddess of lovers delight
unfolds unto the water
like gold jewels
dancing in a ray of light...

date unknown~ July/8:53pm July Jennifer~❥

"Draw your Swords"

there is a kiss

that lingers upon my lips 

of others.

blackest hair

darkest eyes

you are, 

that black stallion.

the one,

who caught me 

in a knights dream...

December 16, 2015 July Jennifer ~❥

Draw your Swords

Under a Wave

In a wave of tethered emotions I burrowed within each tidal overturn
and I came undone where warmth once held me.
A poet and a {muse}
 dance within a shadow of crashing waves
and it is here I drown
 in a sea of sorrow and light,
bind me along your facets of bleeding scars.

As I call upon your kiss
taken,
over a lifetime of many moonlit nights
and into raptured longing
I unfold into each ripple
over and over again.

Condemn me
to your mystic strength;
herein,
 my heart endures a captivating longing for you, my love.

Into a solitary night of colliding waves
falling under the moons illuminated gaze
and a galaxy full of celestials glow,
I fell into the grace of you.

Tame me, what it is to love you.

March 27, 2016 July Jennifer ~❥

A Heart that Weeps

no longer
will I be held
hostage
in the pain you carry,
suffocated
like an endless journey
resonating in the darkness
of your thoughts.
bitter'
echoing in your rage
shooting daggers into my heart,
a heart that once loved you
hopelessly

you scorn me
parallel to many moons ago
and many moons shared.
I ask of you,
let me in
as something other than your lover.
you leave my heart aching
as your dialect
bruises an abounding love.
an affection
dying in the flame
that once burned beautifully
yet now,
resembling a bleeding heart

in all the moments
we still share
I weep in your presence
yet your heart remains
a bitter taste.
I can see in your eyes;
all you say is nothingness
as a tear
finds it way out of my eyes
and my heart holding fortitude.
realizing
I have to proclaim;
setting all free,
the devotion I carry for you
by virtue of the torment you keep
is no longer about me.

April 28, 2015~ July Jennifer ~❥

a song we share~ "Stolen Car" Bruce Springsteen 

http://open.spotify.com/track/6iXyMQAaSfGWe1DmRcf0D5

Finally...

Light subdued

time distantly ticking

he has her captive.

One last inhalation

before, all of her vulnerability

endures
what's been captive.

For countless moments
in a state of ecstasy,

she is liberated.

Finger to rosed lips,

an arched back 

and his essence;
his smell

electrifies all of her,
and she is his.

She completely surrenders

for him.

For so long,

in times she withheld.

Though tonight

in this moment,

in this room

all

was set free.

She was flushed 

with profound emotion.

While in that moment,

she gave into him...

February 8, 2015~ July Jennifer ♥

Leo Lover

Sun to Moon
  drawn to the light,
thoughts of him bewilder her.
A smell,
  a kiss  
is desired.
To time, hours in the night
of a delicate dance,
  thoughts of her provoke him.
A dream cycle inhibits,
and her leg gently wraps around the curve of the moon,
  into the fire of the Sun

December 5, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

the Lover♥

Moonlight upon her face

and she dreams in love.

Lovers come bearing gifts to her soul
and she is that of a blushing school girl.

An addiction for your cravings, 

one bite into her fleshy skin 

and she has you turned into a wild animal...

November 3, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Grateful For...♥

...in no special order.

Falling in Love with my friends, they are all so beautiful in so many ways.

Falling in Love with all the beautiful men in my life that I shared an intimate relation with. Intimacy holds onto the heart forever.

Family; I don't have a very big family but we have the strongest bond and most honest relationship.

Losing myself over certain times in my life because only then was I able to go a little deeper and find myself once again. What grows inside of me...

Finding yoga, Bikram, meditation and most cherished, "spirituality" that dances with my heart.

Music. Finding art, finding my words once again to write. Finding dance again that makes my heart sing.

Heartbreak; because I truly believe it makes you deeply connected and centered with yourself. If you can realize sometimes it's happiness to let go.

My felines that have sauntered their way into my heart and where, forever they will remain.

Forgiveness, a quality I sometimes believe is my downfall beause I forgive so easily which can be painful later. But without this, are we able to even move on.

Friends and Laughter, a combo that's dangerous for many happy memories!

The Moon, the Stars, the Ocean; I'm so wrapped up in you.

Me...because the only one that can center and find a true love for oneself (at all times) is, yourself.

   and most of all..

Life...always pondering deep romantic thoughts...

August 11, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Her Last Breath

Piercing,
unrelenting breath.
Merely a single exhalation
would evoke all vulnerability;
lungs collapse.
She would all at once
let go,
tears streaming down uncontrollably.
It wouldn't surrender
until he held her head with his hands,
only then he finds her exposed.

There was no reasoning,
just abandon.
She was exhausted,
tired of weeping
being consumed from sadness;
imprisoned for years.

Can you embrace her,
Can't you just adore her.
Take her within you,
never let go.
Send goose bumps down her spine
like she once knew.
Butterflies fluttering...

She's apprehensive of any deep inhalation;
she's drowning
and not sure when to relinquish.
It was all so intricate
bound into years of defiance.
She's heartsick,
the pieces are falling
can't you see her tears.
A love bound by reckless care,
she doesn't know how to compose her thoughts.

Isolated tears fall from her face
and the moonlight shines upon her features
as reflections run through her spirit;
Can't you just take her into you...

Can't you behold,
in a time to come you intend to perceive.
What was once the moonlight upon her face;
the face of wonder and love,
was the one that gave you deepened breath.
The radiance that will illuminate your way...

August 7, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Haiku Poem~ Dancers Delight♥

lights shine brilliantly

essence is vulnerable

she captivates you

May 29, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

photo credit~ Impulse Nine Media

Moments Ever Consuming

The very thought of you

bestows 
dancing butterflies within;

fluttering about endlessly.

Deeply,

always engaging

and ever consuming.

Your beautiful hands 
wrap gently around 
the nape 
of my neck.

As I gaze upon your face

I find myself swimming 
in a sea of blue;

yearning 
for your soft lips 
to leave a kiss; 
never 
to be forsaken.

You lean into me;

a delicate press of our lips collide

and in that moment, 
time 
stands still.

The warmth of your kiss,
the warmth of your bare skin
and the warmth of your hold
can only be declared as this;
a longing,
tugs at my heart strings...

March 14, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Haiku Poem~ Pooh♥

I would rather Love

in another time

March 5, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Summer Day

In the distance transpires a home
which resides within her heart.

She surrenders in a laced hammock.
One leg leaping over
resembling that of a graceful ballerina;
impelling gently
at the soft earth beneath her foot.
Sunlight peeks through the willow tree
that drapes overhead like a whimsical fortress.
Apapane songbirds
harmonize their morning melody
and a whispering of the leaves
dance within one another.
She stretches out
resembling that kitty curled up alongside her;
both felines soaking up that brightest star.
In this palace,
delightful dreams evolve into existence.

In the distance transpires a home
which resides within her heart.

February 20, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Haiku Poem~ Nature Beautifully Wrapped♥

you are a Goddess 

of profound beauty, I shall 

honour your essence

2012~ July Jennifer ♥

the Lover, the Dreamer and the Dancer

Love; is a simple treasured word that rest inside of her heart.

She fancies more than {one} and in that, from the depths of her soul. She longs for free love with her suitors; envelope them in her world. Unify into harmony as their bodies freely radiate and burn with passion.

A kiss with loving vulnerability burns through her femininity; light and dreamy yet unending and intensely.

A love of entirety entwines as {one}.

Strong hands pulling through her auburn hair, lips tenderly biting and a delicate touch of the lips over the curve of her back; leaves dancing butterflies inside of her.

A love, that can only thrive into euphoria.

A love, that can hearten inside of your essence.

A love, that breathes and dwells inside of her.

She captivates her lovers; she fornicates through the tips of her fingers, through her butterfly kiss, through her reverence.

She is a tempest of a lovers retreat. A tender passion that can set one's heart upon; a desire that transforms you into the dreamer.

She pulls you into the illusory of her.

She is the Lover.

Set in her heart of tender devotion, she dreams of poetic delight.

Garden house set in back, bountiful of Earth's treasures and orchids dancing in the light; she dreams in certainty. She perches in a painted room of wine colored walls and gypsy adorned furnishings, a melody plays its sonnet while she dreams; one of a vintage dreamy disquiet.

Fragmented memories of the bequeathed come into glimpses.

She dreams in harmony, translating dreams into poetry.

Echo of ocean, setting waves only moments outside of her cottage; she writes. As her kitty curls up beside her she dreams of yet another twinkling. Was this her symbiosis foregoing, or is this the destined beckoning?

She dreams in ethereal, she dreams in vintage, she dreams in love.

She is the Dreamer. 

A floral sweetness precedes the air; "Fade Into You" surrounds her embodiment. Antiqued porch; in the hammock outside of her cottage she was dreaming.

She arises to a fresh glow upon her face and sand in between her toes. Tousled hair tossed eagerly into a bun and a white dress drawn close to her sultry body from the oceans heaven.

Delicate nipples peeking its way through a tightly fitted form and sun glistening on her wet skin; she promenades to the sound that captivates the air.

She dances in the moonlight, in the rain, under the brightest star; the sun.

She dances from her spiritual being; engaging love to the notes that saturate the air.

Her dress is raised, puddled feet and sunlight upon her moon face, her body delicately pirouettes. Arms upheld to the heavens, she can only be vulnerable; only to Mother Earth she unveils herself.

She is a goddess of dance; spirituality enters the very essence of her being.

Through this; she loves, she dreams, she dances.

She is the Dancer. 

January 27, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Haiku Poem~ Circus Paradise♥

world of wonderland

captivates my heart, I am

lost in your essence

2012~ July Jennifer ♥

Haiku Poem~ Summers of Love♥

sand between my toes 

is my heaven; inside of 

my heart is just you

January 2012~ July Jennifer ♥

Enraptured

I get lost in your eyes

yet I run to his heart

an ocean of secrets

and an endurance of tender heart

the only way to escape this world 

is to dream

I dream in a lost sea of blue

and kept secrets

it is the love I seek

yet have nothing in return

tugging heart
tears at my essence

only to bleed memories
that afflict me

A longing that envelopes 

my world of dreams

declares me destined

in my own heart

and leaves me grasping for air

I get lost in your love

yet I run to treasure his heart

folded in half

torn into two

a love bound by the stars

a love bound by heart

I find comfort

that transcends passion

a yearning inside of my soul

that will love and dwell
herein me forever

that will captivate my heart hostage

into that blue ocean

at lost for sea

November 13, 2003~ July Jennifer ♥

Haiku Poem~ Beyond♥

Into my dreams lies 

the majestic, there awaits 

a magical world 

January 2012~ July Jennifer ♥

Haiku Poem~ Sweet Embrace♥

there lies butterflies 

in my belly and

a scent of gardenia

January 2012~ July Jennifer ♥