Of Love

I am a body of my own
wrapped in warmth of water
as my bones untie
into a lustful kiss
is to know how to love.

Wrapped within the mystic of you,
encompassing knowing
of a magical power;
unbeknownst
a goddess of light
a goddess of beauty
a goddess of grace
a goddess of passion
a goddess of lovers delight
unfolds unto the water
like gold jewels
dancing in a ray of light...

date unknown~ July/8:53pm July Jennifer~❥

poetic love... ~❥

"I was a wolf and she my moon"

Candy Poem

My Sweet Tooth.

A little smile goes hand in hand

with a lot of Love & some pink sugar.

Rainbows are made of lollipop colors;

Bubble gum pink

& a few Swarovski Rhinestones,

as is my World

Jelly Belly’s, Blow Pop’s, gummy’s 

& Rhinestones…

These are a few of my favorite things…(♥)

Found this poem I wrote when I had a little candy section at my old boutique!

Sedona Modeling Shoot

pieces of him...~❥

To see his mysterious face once again I would echo the words "I love you"...~❥

His face full of mystery but eyes of kindred spirit~❥

You stirred up so much deep emotion inside of me and for that I am eternally grateful~❥

when you have love and admiration for someone who has no idea {or does he}, what do you do?
keep it safely in your heart~❥

the wondrous desire he left lingering upon her lips...~❥

he captivated her heart with his electric soul...~❥

the way he kissed me transpired fire within my soul ~❥

when a kiss touches your soul, you are captive forever ~❥

It's all in a kiss
   and his, deeply affected me ~❥

in my heart his voice echoes ~❥

I feel safe snuggled in him, why I just want to be still in those moments and not even whisper a word. he's like a captivating dream...~❥

~❥2014 ❥ 2015 ❥ 2016❥~

Pieces of Me ~❥

Listen to the advice of others with an open heart

but in this, we are traveling our own journey...

make the right decisions,
make mistakes.

be vulnerable,

you may have heart breaks

but in that, you may find a beautiful muse that will linger upon your lips forever.

laugh with friends,

spend time alone,

wander in between dreams

& embrace your treasure,

 the gift of life & love

 November 19, 2015 July Jennifer ~❥

one time...

In the clutches of his hands,

my bleeding heart beats delicately...

for his soul is maddening

& fleshy bites

devour me to reckless abandon.

In the beauty of light, 

to soften your soul

amidst wild & fire

was only a moment,

for all I see is a ravaging savage...

September 27, 2015 July Jennifer~❥

delicate ~❥

my lips love being kissed by his ~❥

Foreign Lover

that night,
proclaiming birthday year
number thirty eight
two souls collide.

the way your hand
beholds the small of my arch,
a charming German accent
and a face that favors handsome
keep me intrigued.

your masculine hands
glide over my vintage slip
and I yearn for more...
here on this dance floor

a tender kiss you give me
with lips,
I can kiss for many moons
and I get lost
inside the heat of you

sweet sounds in the air,
souls colliding around us
breathe ethereal
for I am wrapped into your embrace
and your kiss has me hostage

bittersweet
you are afar
yet your gentle nature
and loving ways
keep me sweetly engaged...

September 27, 2015~ July Jennifer~❥

Intoxicate

somehow
 he's intoxicating her.

is it the depth of his soul
 or those lips to kiss
in the moonlight.

a light runs wild
 into her heart,
across that vast sea
 thirsting for more.

what is this,
lover

 May 19, 2015 ~ July Jennifer ❥

A Heart that Weeps

no longer
will I be held
hostage
in the pain you carry,
suffocated
like an endless journey
resonating in the darkness
of your thoughts.
bitter'
echoing in your rage
shooting daggers into my heart,
a heart that once loved you
hopelessly

you scorn me
parallel to many moons ago
and many moons shared.
I ask of you,
let me in
as something other than your lover.
you leave my heart aching
as your dialect
bruises an abounding love.
an affection
dying in the flame
that once burned beautifully
yet now,
resembling a bleeding heart

in all the moments
we still share
I weep in your presence
yet your heart remains
a bitter taste.
I can see in your eyes;
all you say is nothingness
as a tear
finds it way out of my eyes
and my heart holding fortitude.
realizing
I have to proclaim;
setting all free,
the devotion I carry for you
by virtue of the torment you keep
is no longer about me.

April 28, 2015~ July Jennifer ~❥

a song we share~ "Stolen Car" Bruce Springsteen 

http://open.spotify.com/track/6iXyMQAaSfGWe1DmRcf0D5

yours to keep

outside my bedroom window
Venus illuminates the way,
like a dancing butterfly
in the midnight sky
we are bound,
intertwined into one

your gentle nature echoes
through the strength you possess
as you unfold me,
resembling origami
you hold me captive
like a delicate butterfly

for moments resonating
with fueled passion,
I cherish
upon my lips
secrets to keep

as you light the way
to a treasured box,
a sweet embrace
a touch;
flowering a beautiful mark
inside my soul

April 12, 2015~ July Jennifer ❥ 

Love Letter to Him...

If you are indulging in this love letter
then I know,
what I have felt all along
is true.
The stars are connected,
just not yet aligned.

Behind all the smoke and mirrors
typed words written
and a heart that weighs heavy,
you stand there
seeking to find a lover
to rescue your heart.

My head is remarkably blurred,
like that of a full moon
dusted in clouds.
I cannot find the words when I am with you,
I keep them distantly sacred.
Filtered through mystic dialogue
everything becomes unraveled and obscured.
Perhaps you are finding truth in reading my confession.

If these words echo inside of you
then I know,
my adoration for you is safeguarded.
Behind smoke and mirrors
a kiss that lingers in restless nights
and a heart that remains guarded,
I stand there
embracing your gentle hands.
Your snuggle rekindling the warmth that exudes from my flesh.

I endure,

until the day to come...

I see the light in your mysterious eyes once again. Eyes in which hold my heart captive yet allowing the butterflies to flutter freely. I indulge in your aroma that drives me into a wild feline. When I hear the sound of your voice, your laugh. The echo that holds my heart inside of you. Your mischievous smile. Your kisses tucked inside of my soul as you kiss my head deep in the middle of the night, more than once and now knowing it was not by chance. Nights we shared. Your tender embrace on those same nights, our fit. Your gaze upon me, I resemble dreamy but your admiration permeates through my days like that of a movie segment. That moment you rested your head atop mine and take in my aroma, I can sense you taking all of me in. A kiss, your kiss. My lips locked with yours and passionate love bite. The kiss that electrifies through our essence. The affinity, not a single word spoken; no more than harmony filling the sensual air, mystified. Your caress all encompassing over the skin you crave and yearn. To hear your deep breaths as I lie on your chest, your heart beating. You, just sensing your strength next to me.

Perhaps in a time to come we stop searching for what at present we feel a pull towards. Reclaim a passionate love that started. Therefore this full moon, I let it all be infinite. I deliver to you a compass that holds my treasured heart for you to pursue what is desired. Perhaps one day, the moon encompasses and the celestial's align.

If you see these words
then you know,
the magnitude of love and admiration
that I hold captive in my heart.
Behind smoke and mirrors
you are

that knight in shining Armour and I am yours to be wild with.

March 5, 2015~ July Jennifer ~❥

Finally...

Light subdued

time distantly ticking

he has her captive.

One last inhalation

before, all of her vulnerability

endures
what's been captive.

For countless moments
in a state of ecstasy,

she is liberated.

Finger to rosed lips,

an arched back 

and his essence;
his smell

electrifies all of her,
and she is his.

She completely surrenders

for him.

For so long,

in times she withheld.

Though tonight

in this moment,

in this room

all

was set free.

She was flushed 

with profound emotion.

While in that moment,

she gave into him...

February 8, 2015~ July Jennifer ♥

Him...

Yearning his smell, what it does to her.

Craving and wild feline;

awaits
submissively

until the day beckons,

that she can wrap her legs 

delicately 

around him

and knead him like a kitty...

January 8, 2015~ July Jennifer 10:37am♥ 

Leo Lover

Sun to Moon
  drawn to the light,
thoughts of him bewilder her.
A smell,
  a kiss  
is desired.
To time, hours in the night
of a delicate dance,
  thoughts of her provoke him.
A dream cycle inhibits,
and her leg gently wraps around the curve of the moon,
  into the fire of the Sun

December 5, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Grateful For...♥

...in no special order.

Falling in Love with my friends, they are all so beautiful in so many ways.

Falling in Love with all the beautiful men in my life that I shared an intimate relation with. Intimacy holds onto the heart forever.

Family; I don't have a very big family but we have the strongest bond and most honest relationship.

Losing myself over certain times in my life because only then was I able to go a little deeper and find myself once again. What grows inside of me...

Finding yoga, Bikram, meditation and most cherished, "spirituality" that dances with my heart.

Music. Finding art, finding my words once again to write. Finding dance again that makes my heart sing.

Heartbreak; because I truly believe it makes you deeply connected and centered with yourself. If you can realize sometimes it's happiness to let go.

My felines that have sauntered their way into my heart and where, forever they will remain.

Forgiveness, a quality I sometimes believe is my downfall beause I forgive so easily which can be painful later. But without this, are we able to even move on.

Friends and Laughter, a combo that's dangerous for many happy memories!

The Moon, the Stars, the Ocean; I'm so wrapped up in you.

Me...because the only one that can center and find a true love for oneself (at all times) is, yourself.

   and most of all..

Life...always pondering deep romantic thoughts...

August 11, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Her Last Breath

Piercing,
unrelenting breath.
Merely a single exhalation
would evoke all vulnerability;
lungs collapse.
She would all at once
let go,
tears streaming down uncontrollably.
It wouldn't surrender
until he held her head with his hands,
only then he finds her exposed.

There was no reasoning,
just abandon.
She was exhausted,
tired of weeping
being consumed from sadness;
imprisoned for years.

Can you embrace her,
Can't you just adore her.
Take her within you,
never let go.
Send goose bumps down her spine
like she once knew.
Butterflies fluttering...

She's apprehensive of any deep inhalation;
she's drowning
and not sure when to relinquish.
It was all so intricate
bound into years of defiance.
She's heartsick,
the pieces are falling
can't you see her tears.
A love bound by reckless care,
she doesn't know how to compose her thoughts.

Isolated tears fall from her face
and the moonlight shines upon her features
as reflections run through her spirit;
Can't you just take her into you...

Can't you behold,
in a time to come you intend to perceive.
What was once the moonlight upon her face;
the face of wonder and love,
was the one that gave you deepened breath.
The radiance that will illuminate your way...

August 7, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Sea Traveler

Moonlight pirouettes upon the great sea.
There is a sacred dance,
off ebb and flow;
a rhythm.
Vitality, divine
as the salty kisses he gives,
a dancers delight;
marks new life.
Below that vast sea,
across coral that reaches infinity,
thrives another world;
where energy emanates across millions
of volcanic force;
evolved over a lifetime.
You, intoxicate me
with your world.

A wonder, you are
of magnificent life.
Two separate universes inhabit one world.
A dance with the pale blue moon;
a reflection
that lights the way below,
is a reflection, dancing in my heart.
Into vast sea,
two worlds collide
within each other.
Two creations of life intertwine in harmony,
shaping and forming life.

original year {2011/12}~ July Jennifer

scuba diving trip, can't remember which year♥

Haiku Poem~ Home in my Heart♥

I dream of this place

within my soul, where I live.

one day, this is home

January 8, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Haiku Poem~ Corseted♥

tightly bound she loves

the feeling of a cinched waist;

purely decadent.

January 4, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥