homemade apple Moonlit Dreams ~❥

Wednesday, April 29, 2015

A Heart that Weeps

no longer
will I be held
hostage
in the pain you carry,
suffocated
like an endless journey
resonating in the darkness
of your thoughts.
bitter'
echoing in your rage
shooting daggers into my heart,
a heart that once loved you
hopelessly

you scorn me
parallel to many moons ago
and many moons shared.
I ask of you,
let me in
as something other than your lover.
you leave my heart aching
as your dialect
bruises an abounding love.
an affection
dying in the flame
that once burned beautifully
yet now,
resembling a bleeding heart

in all the moments
we still share
I weep in your presence
yet your heart remains
a bitter taste.
I can see in your eyes;
all you say is nothingness
as a tear
finds it way out of my eyes
and my heart holding fortitude.
realizing
I have to proclaim;
setting all free,
the devotion I carry for you
by virtue of the torment you keep
is no longer about me.

April 28, 2015~ July Jennifer ~❥

a song we share~ "Stolen Car" Bruce Springsteen 

Saturday, April 18, 2015

yours to keep

outside my bedroom window
Venus illuminates the way,
like a dancing butterfly
in the midnight sky
we are bound,
intertwined into one

your gentle nature echoes
through the strength you possess
as you unfold me,
resembling origami
you hold me captive
like a delicate butterfly

for moments resonating
with fueled passion,
I cherish
upon my lips
secrets to keep

as you light the way
to a treasured box,
a sweet embrace
a touch;
flowering a beautiful mark
inside my soul

April 12, 2015~ July Jennifer ❥ 

Wednesday, April 15, 2015

missing him already
how he tangles my heart
but every moment into a web of ecstasy

April 15, 2015~ July Jennifer ❥

Thursday, April 2, 2015

3/31

to go back
 into time
just a couple...
yes please
 to feel you...

Wednesday, March 11, 2015

Love Letter to Him...

If you are indulging in this love letter
then I know,
what I have felt all along
is true.
The stars are connected,
just not yet aligned.

Behind all the smoke and mirrors
typed words written
and a heart that weighs heavy,
you stand there
seeking to find a lover
to rescue your heart.

My head is remarkably blurred,
like that of a full moon
dusted in clouds.
I cannot find the words when I am with you,
I keep them distantly sacred.
Filtered through mystic dialogue
everything becomes unraveled and obscured.
Perhaps you are finding truth in reading my confession.

If these words echo inside of you
then I know,
my adoration for you is safeguarded.
Behind smoke and mirrors
a kiss that lingers in restless nights
and a heart that remains guarded,
I stand there
embracing your gentle hands.
Your snuggle rekindling the warmth that exudes from my flesh.

I endure,
until the day to come...
I see the light in your mysterious eyes once again. Eyes in which hold my heart captive yet allowing the butterflies to flutter freely. I indulge in your aroma that drives me into a wild feline. When I hear the sound of your voice, your laugh. The echo that holds my heart inside of you. Your mischievous smile. Your kisses tucked inside of my soul as you kiss my head deep in the middle of the night, more than once and now knowing it was not by chance. Nights we shared. Your tender embrace on those same nights, our fit. Your gaze upon me, I resemble dreamy but your admiration permeates through my days like that of a movie segment. That moment you rested your head atop mine and take in my aroma, I can sense you taking all of me in. A kiss, your kiss. My lips locked with yours and passionate love bite. The kiss that electrifies through our essence. The affinity, not a single word spoken; no more than harmony filling the sensual air, mystified. Your caress all encompassing over the skin you crave and yearn. To hear your deep breaths as I lie on your chest, your heart beating. You, just sensing your strength next to me.
Perhaps in a time to come we stop searching for what at present we feel a pull towards. Reclaim a passionate love that started. Therefore this full moon, I let it all be infinite. I deliver to you a compass that holds my treasured heart for you to pursue what is desired. Perhaps one day, the moon encompasses and the celestial's align.

If you see these words
then you know,
the magnitude of love and admiration
that I hold captive in my heart.
Behind smoke and mirrors
you are
that knight in shining Armour and I am yours to be wild with.

March 5, 2015~ July Jennifer ~❥

Monday, February 23, 2015

my captivating moon...

beneath a blue crescent moon
your kiss lingered upon my lips

A lovers romance unravels.

As I lie there on your bed
your vigorous 
yet gentle in nature hands
caress the lower arch;
the arch you love to kiss.
I take all of your essence in, 
all encompassing heart beating
and your exhalation profound.
A lovers heart
bares 
deep within your soul.
Apparent in the days
rustling in the trees,
your gentle embrace envelopes me.
Spiraling me,
right out from under my toes,
into a moonlit reflection.
A glow of beaming light
right into my soul
and into your heart.

February 21, 2015~ July Jennifer ♥

Monday, February 9, 2015

Finally...

Light subdued
time distantly ticking
he has her captive.

One last inhalation
before, all of her vulnerability
endures
what's been captive.
For countless moments
in a state of ecstasy,
she is liberated.
Finger to rosed lips,
an arched back 
and his essence;
his smell
electrifies all of her,
and she is his.

She completely surrenders
for him.
For so long,
in times she withheld.
Though tonight
in this moment,
in this room
all
was set free.

She was flushed 
with profound emotion.
While in that moment,
she gave into him...

February 8, 2015~ July Jennifer ♥