homemade apple Moonlit Dreams ~❥: 2013

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Into the Light

She stands to be still
within the darkest of hours.
By the light of the moon
she will find her way.

Song cues;
her body folds forward,
an opposing arch sets free emotion.
The orchestra plays
and slight tingles send her body out into the light;
captivating the eyes of her lovers.
Ivory chiffon trails behind her
like a soft dance,
resembling that of the moon light upon water.
She seduces, she captivates and a dream evolves
into destiny.
Jewels bestow her decadent breast
as she emerges into the light once more,
eyes locked full of beautiful darkness
she leaves a sense of mystery
and intrigue
in the fragrant air.
Floating across an abandoned floor
a shattered heart is left
 to stage right.
Center stage is a moon goddess;
mother of the sea tides
and lover of the ethereal,
she finds herself vulnerable
into the light once again. 
Like a butterfly emerging from its cocoon
she is breathless
nevertheless her exhalation is soft.
Her lovers take to heart
as a poetic dance is filtered 
through crimson, violet and golden hues;
a goddess in golden skin.
Feline-an she promenades across that stage
and illuminates the way to the moon.

Moth to candlelight;
her way is marked
resembling that of Egyptian markings
etched over ancient rocks many lifetimes ago.
This is the moment
that marks a manifestation;
a yearning, 
a passion, 
a fire that burns inside of her.
The moon light is glowing;
it illuminates her way once over again.

November 7, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥
inspired from my Lana Del Rey burlesque artistic act "Young & Beautiful"

photo by~ Dustin Sackett Photography♥

Monday, September 30, 2013

Two Felines

She meditates
on the porch perched,
resembling that of a Buddha.
As the Hummingbirds flutter about
she holds a graceful poise.

A desire dwells inside of her
that one day,
she can take flight over again.
As silently as falling snow
she daydreams;
of fleeting wildly
into the enchanted wilderness.

Wild feline set free;
she ascends the majestic tree
that she has watched years over
behind a gated fence,
she pounces on its prey
that knew nothing of the sort was to come.
She basks
in the glory of the sun
and explores
the far corners of the Earth;
she travels the world
that she naturally longs for.
Feline instincts held hostage;
that tamed feline
sits behind a fenced balcony.

She perches
on the porch
in Goddess form amidst a Gypsy soul.
Her breath is weightless
as the day sings
in harmony
and she reflects
behind a fenced balcony.

A heavy heart
weighs her down.
A devoted heart that loves for you
is a captive heart that aches.
An incessant struggle
consumes her heart strings;
Right from Passion,
Venus for Promise.
A heart
that dwells in captivity
exist to rest in captivity.

She longs
to feel the blue,
salty ocean and sunlit moments;
take flight
with her butterfly wings.
To enchant and affect
the only way she is sure of.
Take flight in your kiss
over and over again,
travel the world
that she once knew of.
Feline instincts held hostage;
that tamed feline
sits behind a fenced balcony.

September 29, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Thursday, September 12, 2013

Favorite Quotes♥

{My Favorite Quotes Throughout my Existence on Mother Earth...♥}


Please Spay & Neuter♥

And Hand in Hand
On the Edge of the Sand
They Danced by the Light of
The Moon
The Moon
The Moon
They Danced by the Light of The Moon...
~The Owl & The Pussycat♥ 

''We come alone and leave alone, but within that time we create lasting memories with our loved ones; that will forever bind us in this world and beyond'' - unknown♥ 

a lion sleeps in the heart of every brave man~Turkish Proverb {or Woman}♥  

Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly♥ 

develop a mind that is vast like the water...rest in a mind like vast water~Buddha♥ 

As we let our light shine, we consciously give other people permission to do the same~Marianne Williamson♥ 

The Butterfly Counts Not Months But Moments, And Has Time Enough~Rabindranath Tagore♥ 

And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom~Anaïs Nin♥

True love begins when nothing is looked for in return~ Antoine de Saint-Exupéry♥

Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Artistic Burlesque♥

I enjoy being creative & artistic with Burlesque & I have some ideas stirring~

the song "Young & Beautiful" by Lana Del Rey 
has moved me & I see a parasol dark & sultry act♥

MOON GODDESS~ 
Moon Goddess I feel this is something I need to transpire♥
this costume with a huge Crescent Moon to dance on

Friday, July 12, 2013

Drift

She walks over the ocean floor,
As weightless waves crash
A broken shore.
Two wandering elements 
Dance a fine tune;
Once ruled
By the Cancerian Moon.
Tugging,
Heart strings of ebb & flow;
Amid rocky shores a tow.
Words, incessantly unspoken;
A fragile poise is shattered, 
Broken.

At first glance;
Beyond the horizon,
An imposing dance
By the silhouette of a Harlequin.
Oh, Harlequin; how he 
Bequeaths affirmations 
Of a charlatan.
Un-changing 
Tug of war;
She is left
On the dance floor.
Starry night;
Fallen stars,
Illuminate the ocean, 
Tonight.

Henceforth,
One degree North;
A fueled fire sends her
A {drift}.
Luminescent Crescent,
Her only gift; she lets go
Of all she needs to know.
Slippery, Twinkling Stars;
There is nothing
Left here to know.

June 12, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

started this poem on June 12th, had friends post a word on Facebook & picked the word {drift} & finally completed it today! Exactly one month! Weird! Also, a bit of a rhyming poem, out of my "ordinary"

Saturday, June 22, 2013

Haiku Poem~ A Little Angel♥

A little angel
Who was a purr~fect {Pumpkin}
Resides in my heart

February 4, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥


Sweet Dreams my little Angel. 
You will always have a special place in my heart. 
I will always love you & keep your sweet energy alive♥

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Haiku Poem~ Dancers Delight♥

lights shine brilliantly
essence is vulnerable
she captivates you

May 29, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

photo credit~ Impulse Nine Media

Friday, March 15, 2013

Shelter~ The xx♥

EVERYTHING about this song is beyond perfect...
makes me think of you and stolen moments...
underneath that haze of smoke...july jennifer♥


{a song that takes my breath away}

or click on this link~  Shelter~ The xx

Moments Ever Consuming

The very thought of you
bestows 
dancing butterflies within;
fluttering about endlessly.

Deeply,
always engaging
and ever consuming.

Your beautiful hands 
wrap gently around 
the nape 
of my neck.
As I gaze upon your face
I find myself swimming 
in a sea of blue;
yearning 
for your soft lips 
to leave a kiss; 
never 
to be forsaken.
You lean into me;
delicate press of our lips collide
and in that moment, 
time 
standstills.

The warmth of your kiss,
the warmth of your bare skin
and the warmth of your hold
can only be declared as this;
a longing,
tugs at my heart strings...

March 14, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Haiku Poem~ Pooh Pooh♥

I would rather Love
{Happy Birthday to you Pooh}
in another time

March 5, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥


Friday, March 1, 2013

Capturing Me Captive

I am affected by your kiss;
that which flows throughout my essence
favoring that of~
Painted Lady's fluttering in my belly.
It emanates into my fingertips;
a slight tingling in the midst
of delicate feathered kisses
tip`toeing around my skin.
A warm sensation radiates
and velvety lips collide
harmonizing that of~
Vast Sea dancing with its sandy shores

Your touch encompasses my curvature
and dancing butterflies
initiate their encore
into the crescent of my arch.
A secured kiss leaves fluttering wings
through and through my femininity.
Your lips warmed by tender passion
is termed by L ♥ V E,
a softness that is possessed by everything
is termed by L ♥ V E.

Across that vast sea
into the starlit sky
beyond the Moonlit Dreams`
your kiss lingers delicately upon my lips
forming promises into the midst of the Universe
and capturing me captive eternally

February 28, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Summer Day

In the distance transpires a home
which resides within her heart.

She surrenders in a laced hammock.
One leg leaping over
resembling that of a graceful ballerina;
impelling gently
at the soft earth beneath her foot.
Sunlight peeks through the willow tree
that drapes overhead like a whimsical fortress.
Apapane songbirds
harmonize their morning melody
and a whispering of the leaves
dance within one another.
She stretches out
resembling that kitty curled up alongside her;
both felines soaking up that brightest star.
In this palace,
delightful dreams evolve into existence.

In the distance transpires a home
which resides within her heart.

February 20, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Sunday, February 17, 2013

I think I'm "nesting"♥

This is my form of "nesting"...

I can see a near distant future of my life.
It involves a hammock, a little bungalow set in a tropical forest back drop, my kitten Chloe and the little Bella, a garden green house abundant with dancing butterflies and flowers that make your soul sing. There's gypsy furnishings, a room filled with poetry, painting mediums and a dancers delight of mirrored walls. Music always spirals through the bungalow dancing to the tune of ocean waves not so far from this retreat. An old porch adorned with potted flowers, a swing under an ancient tree; sunlight dancing through the tree tops and him...

A daily occurrence involves tea in the morning on a porch made for retreat, a visit to the {home of greenery} so water can bring more life to our bountiful nutrients. I paint, write and dance. We meditate, we stretch and we just live with love in our hearts. We cook together, we cuddle and we dance with our hearts singing. We make love in the moonlight, we rest in an aged hammock and we laugh. 

This is what my body yearns and thirst for. I can feel this energy through my soul. I can hear the sea calling my name. I am so close...

Friday, February 1, 2013

Our {HeartBeats} as One

That night,
outside of your bedroom
the ocean set its waves.
In the moonlight,
for which we made love under 
many nights;
kindred devotion
affirmations were made
surpassing any pull
of the crescent.
Vows,
made to be kept hereafter.

Fragrance
of honeyed crisp aroma
infuses the air,
the sea surf
colliding the sandy shoreline
serenades the heavens
and a sweet whisper
echoes in my ear.
Your hand glides
into mine
and you declare;
"our hearts are beating as one".

That night,
under the moonlight;
the moonlight that cast its shadows
willingly upon our haven
bestowed remembrance inside my heart.
Memories were locked of promises;
promises made under the stars,
at that waterfall,
at that hidden beach
and in those moments of ecstasy.

Secrets unveiled;
a key, 
in the form of the crescent moon
is lost at sea.
Once untold anecdotes
radiate though a heart
that was once made from a wave.

February 1, 2003~ July Jennifer ♥

Haiku Poem~ Nature Beautifully Wrapped♥

you are a Goddess 
of profound beauty, I shall 
honour your essence

2012~ July Jennifer ♥


Sunday, January 27, 2013

the Lover, the Dreamer and the Dancer

Love; is a simple treasured word that rest inside of her heart.
She fancies more than {one} and in that, from the depths of her soul. She longs for free love with her suitors; envelope them in her world. Unify into harmony as their bodies freely radiate and burn with passion.
A kiss with loving vulnerability burns through her femininity; light and dreamy yet unending and intensely.
A love of entirety entwines as {one}.
Strong hands pulling through her auburn hair, lips tenderly biting and a delicate touch of the lips over the curve of her back; leaves dancing butterflies inside of her.
A love, that can only thrive into euphoria.
A love, that can hearten inside of your essence.
A love, that breathes and dwells inside of her.
She captivates her lovers; she fornicates through the tips of her fingers, through her butterfly kiss, through her reverence.
She is a tempest of a lovers retreat. A tender passion that can set one's heart upon; a desire that transforms you into the dreamer.
She pulls you into the illusory of her.
She is the Lover.

Set in her heart of tender devotion, she dreams of poetic delight.
Garden house set in back, bountiful of Earth's treasures and orchids dancing in the light; she dreams in certainty. She perches in a painted room of wine colored walls and gypsy adorned furnishings, a melody plays its sonnet while she dreams; one of a vintage dreamy disquiet.
Fragmented memories of the bequeathed come into glimpses.
She dreams in harmony, translating dreams into poetry.
Echo of ocean, setting waves only moments outside of her cottage; she writes. As her kitty curls up beside her she dreams of yet another twinkling. Was this her symbiosis foregoing, or is this the destined beckoning?
She dreams in ethereal, she dreams in vintage, she dreams in love.
She is the Dreamer. 

A floral sweetness precedes the air; "Fade Into You" surrounds her embodiment. Antiqued porch; in the hammock outside of her cottage she was dreaming.
She arises to a fresh glow upon her face and sand in between her toes. Tousled hair tossed eagerly into a bun and a white dress drawn close to her sultry body from the oceans heaven.
Delicate nipples peeking its way through a tightly fitted form and sun glistening on her wet skin; she promenades to the sound that captivates the air.
She dances in the moonlight, in the rain, under the brightest star; the sun.
She dances from her spiritual being; engaging love to the notes that saturate the air.
Her dress is raised, puddled feet and sunlight upon her moon face, her body delicately pirouettes. Arms upheld to the heavens, she can only be vulnerable; only to Mother Earth she unveils herself.
She is a goddess of dance; spirituality enters the very essence of her being.
Through this; she loves, she dreams, she dances.
She is the Dancer. 

January 27, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Thursday, January 24, 2013

Friday, January 18, 2013

Enraptured

I get lost in your eyes
yet I run to his heart
an ocean of secrets
and an endurance of tender heart
the only way to escape this world 
is to dream

I dream in a lost sea of blue
and kept secrets
it is the love I seek
yet have nothing in return
tugging heart
tears at my essence
only to bleed memories
that afflict me

A longing that envelopes 
my world of dreams
declares me destined
in my own heart
and leaves me grasping for air

I get lost in your love
yet I run to treasure his heart
folded in half
torn into two
a love bound by the stars
a love bound by heart

I find comfort
that transcends passion
a yearning inside of my soul
that will love and dwell
herein me forever
that will captivate my heart hostage
into that blue ocean
at lost for sea

November 13, 2003~ July Jennifer ♥

Thursday, January 17, 2013

Monday, January 14, 2013

After the Circus

The circus finale has harmony
and common folk have parted ways.
Animals are taken in.
Favored essence they endure,
bountiful from ruin and misfortune.
They are genuinely beloved.

Her name is Helena.
She is other than a Goddess.
Ebony tresses
and skin of golden velvet,
she is the dreamer.
Her feet are exhausted.
Years of dancer intimacy
are exposing effects on delicate skin.
Tattered ballet pointes
tossed in the corner of her gypsy wagon.
Cinched corset in ruffled pink
adorned in dazzling stones of glass
takes its promenade
in her armoire of exquisite.

Ella Fitzgerald, "Summertime"
spirals out of an aged music player.
Undressing and tinkering with her charms,
she promenades dreamy.
Candles flicker,
captivating the cottage with aglow
and a sweet ambrosial fragrance
of Jasmine
encompasses the air.

She releases the allure
of her raven hair
illuminated with golds and reds.
Incandescent water
filling her divine retreat.
Timeworn feet drawn;
toes beckoning into the water.
Sweltering;
nevertheless in delight,
she finds her solitude.
A light of the day escapes
into a euphoria
of radiance and tranquility.
Enveloped in elation;
dreams come into her,
a reverie of a dancers heart.

 January 14, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Sunday, January 13, 2013

Moonlit Dreams

She's a midsummer night's dream,
adorned in nothing apart from sand in her feet
and a fragrant silken scent of gardenia.
Her skin is sun kissed golden
from the sun of the Earth.
Gypsy jewels adorn her essence
and she dances in the moonlight
like a captivating dream.

Her breasts are fruitful,
with curves that intertwine
to a sweet sound which envelopes the air.
Lovers are at her door
billowing gifts to treasure;
one of a moonlit reflection of vast sea.
She dances for her suitors;
her feet wet from the Earth below
and her heart abundant in nature.

She dances to the harmony of drums
or is it the beat of his heart.
Rain drops fall
upon her moon face.
As he pulls her into him
a kiss of dreamy rapture envelopes her.
A haze of ethereal transforms her.
His lips delicate;
a kiss
is heavy and enduring
leaving her with butterflies fluttering
into the depth of her womanhood.
He calls her name~
Helena
demure,
she frees herself from uncertainty.

On a rustic wooden porch;
calico feline, Chloé curled up
under the gleam of the sun.
Floral aroma intensifies in the air.
She lies in the familiar hammock
and dreams begin to fall into her.
A lovers trio bound by possession,
she has found a home.
A home,
that dreams inside of her heart.

Drawn to a moonlit reflection of vast sea
she is pulled into the illusory.
Only to dance
with the brightest star
in the light of the moon
and from the depths of her heart,
she dances
as a seductive illusion.

January 3, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Thursday, January 3, 2013

My Secrets Lie

There’s a new boy in town;
his scent of salty sweetness
and eyes 
that of a vast sea
burns through the depths of my heart.

His touch is a soft memory,
fresh upon my skin 
like a hot summer day.
A kiss 
of fervor and rapture
enfolds a desire of profound yearning.

There’s sand in between my toes
and a light fragrance lies in the air
resembling that of plumeria heaven.
A moist heat radiates my skin
and a sense of vulnerability 
pushes through my soul.
Tugging at my heart strings.

He rides on a set of waves.
Our hearts meld into one;
not through a simplistic touch
yet through the eyes of two souls.

Separated once;
two souls found each other
through the stars,
through the pull of the moon
and that vast sea.

Two lost souls;
bound by dancing lights
broken apart
and love was lost at sea.

November 22, 2003~ July Jennifer 

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Chloé Selene ♥

sometimes, pussycats just get their way...♥



My Little Skittle♥

She's the sweetest little pea, with a perfect little round bottom and dimples that will melt your heart. 
She followed me around like a little darling; 
I would dance and this sweetheart would follow, 
I would cry and this angelic soul would hug me, 
I needed a friend and this precious creature would be my companion. 
Her giggle is infectious and she continually makes me laugh;
she is always ready for any shenanigans I have mustered up. 
We shared skittles. I get the red, purple & green; she gets the rest. 
We shared childhood memories; 
playing pretend, dressing up and being silly girls. 
She comes with a Princess disposition but don’t let her fool you, 
she has the strength of a vigorous tiger and a heart made of tenderheartedness. 
I admire her. 
We have the sacred bond of sisterly love, that bestows warm fuzzies in my heart.
Above all, 
we have a love that evolves into heartfelt memories that bestows love upon my heart. 
I will keep her locked into my heart.
She will always be my shelter;
my confidant, 
my secret keeper,
my memory maker
and forevermore baby sissy.

April 1, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Amore, Amour and Love

I have an anecdote to tell. It is full of lovers, little mysteries, heavy hearts, anguish, desecration, exuberance and many moments of L♥VE. I will dance around this journal blog from my history past to now with the in-between. I dream you will follow me...♥


My favorite word~ L♥VE. I am conscious of this word on an everyday footing. I've cultivated this one fleeting word into the depths of my spiritual being and long for prosperity. The abundance of one word is the relic of my vitality and I fancy such an essence of a simple phrase. I'm not saying it's transparent, we know that. It has many allusions and comes in many altered manifestations. Entwine with me as I saunter through my reflection of my forgone growth, in this moment of present and my dreams of the destined. Lets travel together, souls touching and cultivate one word~ L♥VE...

with love~ july jennifer 

July Jennifer Quotes♥

{My silly words of Love, Dreams and Desires...♥}

Evolving through a transition like that of a caterpillar to moth. Finding my wings again so I can light up the night sky in flight to the moon...10/13♥

sometimes pussycats just get their way...♥

the Moon, the Ocean collide in a parallel Universe as my body longs for your kiss. your eyes like vast Sea and I dream of you...♥

I am the Moon and you are my Ocean. My body yearns for you and awaits {you} to enter my world of darkness and seduction, a unity of lust and passion...♥
my heart opens to your light...♥

your Love found a way in my heart...you are my Love, you are my Dreams, you are eternally locked in my heart...♥

my heart opens to your light...♥

the moon calls us into the night & the stars lead the way into a dream of desires♥

our Love bound by the Stars. you are locked in my heart♥

being loved is the greatest treasure one can have♥

Always remember to look up at the sky and deep into your heart...♥

a love bound by the stars has a pull of the vast sea...♥

I swim in your blue ocean & I drown in your passion♥

there is no time where I stop loving you...for a very special soul 10/29/11♥

moon pull
a love found.
ocean crashes
a tear falls from her face
her love lost.
the red moon beckons
a beating heart in the distance.
she sees the light
light of the moon
all is calm 12/10

where I lie in the heart of your eyes, I feel compelled. sand in my sheets and a special place kept under lock and key, for you inside my heart. the moon tonight is a beautiful golden dream...Harvest Moon 9/30/12♥