Deity of One

Under an Egyptian sun
and native moons
a deity of one,
were torn by two.
Condemned by the night sky
celestial's they became.

Until the day came,
flesh and bones ignite a soul
and two, become solitary;
into relics of lost nights
and stolen memoirs.

Embracing a sea of watered horizon
this Earth rotates towards its golden hue
and tethered beings collide.
My blood runs wild,
like fire to my soul.
Eyes of affinity
burrowed within me
resembling ancient drums
serenading the mystic air
and I am flooded with fire and light.

Into the bare of my fleshy skin
and under my rib cage
immersed within an essence of light and fire
I am enveloped into a vessel
of stolen journey's;
wherein I find inside of you,
my other.
Pieces of me, a story unfolds
and I shall poetically write;
with a bleeding heart.
Etched into the nights sky
of poetic love;
until the day befalls
in which two, become one.

May 9, 2016~ July Jennifer ~❥

poetic love... ~❥

"I was a wolf and she my moon"

Under a Wave

In a wave of tethered emotions I burrowed within each tidal overturn
and I came undone where warmth once held me.
A poet and a {muse}
 dance within a shadow of crashing waves
and it is here I drown
 in a sea of sorrow and light,
bind me along your facets of bleeding scars.

As I call upon your kiss
taken,
over a lifetime of many moonlit nights
and into raptured longing
I unfold into each ripple
over and over again.

Condemn me
to your mystic strength;
herein,
 my heart endures a captivating longing for you, my love.

Into a solitary night of colliding waves
falling under the moons illuminated gaze
and a galaxy full of celestials glow,
I fell into the grace of you.

Tame me, what it is to love you.

March 27, 2016 July Jennifer ~❥

a year of delicate pain & beauty ~❥

in those moments that are darkest

can you find your light.

scars and wounds you behold

burning marks of desire into your skin

and in this,

a delicate essence is flowered

deeply etched into the heart of you

September 2, 2015~ julyjennifer~❥

you hold my heart captive ~❥

in this room of afterglow
and notes serenading the air,
you lie on my heart;
the one in which you hold captive,

 now
and throughout many moonlit nights.

I feel this sense of love.
an affection I want to give;
 to you,
truly
 and genuinely.
I long to protect you, kiss you sweetly, cherish you, embrace you lovingly.
this is a love in that,
embarks a deliacte journey for me
 and for once,
I deeply want this.

you fall into slumber fast
and I feel the sensation of your hair flowing through my fingers,
to touch your skin
as my hand glides up your masculine arm
is all that makes me happy;
 right then, right there
right now.

bestow upon me,
your lips
your mysterious eyes
your sweet voice
your gaze, your touch, your aroma

 your truth in vulnerability.
bestow upon me,
on cold nights
and summer lights
and fall colors
and spring flowers

and many moons beckoning.

therefore, a part a of me, I will give.
 something,
I have never fully devoted to anyone
yet, I feel this sensation toward you.
I feel safeguarded with you
 and all I want,
is to love you freely.

September 16, 2015~ July Jennifer ~❥

I dreamt of a black stallion...

a stallion on the night

runs free in eager flight,

restless in day of light

you are all, I just might

fierce in strength, your soul

my heart you stole,

I sense a mystic pull

into a dreamland of nothing dull

a distant time long ago,

two lovers in afterglow

found each other, even though

all they have here, is tomorrow

dimly lit in the tavern corner

an abandoned piano...and all of her,

this dreamy dancer

compels a stallion to purr

above the sun kissed horizon

a glass of aged bourbon

to your lips taste,

kiss me with your poison

to take flight into your wild fire

and an eager kiss to desire

embarks a journey to transpire

you are all, I admire

lips of crimson

and a delicate scent of jasmine,

a kitten is smitten

so saddle up~black stallion

a stallion runs wild in the night

into a dreamland of celestials starlight,

a lovers knight

captivates her by moonlight

you are all, I just might

August 24, 2015~ July Jennifer ~❥

Jupiter, Venus & the Moon

negotiations rule
with Jupiter rising
forming
a transcendent triangle
of Venus
and the Moon

mystified
by your embrace
stolen bites
souls colliding
and stars losing their light
and rosy lips
and dewy flesh
I get lost
inside the heat of you

fingers gliding
over velvety skin
you dust my heart
with your affirmation
that breaks inside
a lonely night
of lovers
and hungry eyes

a summer solstice night June 21, 2015
June 28, 2015  ~ July Jennifer ❥

Last Moon

Last Moon

 I released you

yet you leave a lingering 

    taste upon my lips,

 stolen butterfly moments

and karmic love in my heart.

To let you go

 is to free my heart,

for now.

My heart releases you,

 no more gripping claws

inside a bleeding heart,

 just whispers goodbye...

May 3, 2015~ July Jennifer ♥

my captivating moon...

beneath a blue crescent moon

your kiss lingered upon my lips

A lovers romance unravels.

As I lie there on your bed

your vigorous 

yet gentle in nature hands

caress the lower arch;

the arch you love to kiss.

I take all of your essence in, 

all encompassing heart beating

and your exhalation profound.

A lovers heart

bares 

deep within your soul.

Apparent in the days

rustling in the trees,

your gentle embrace envelopes me.

Spiraling me,

right out from under my toes,

into a moonlit reflection.

A glow of beaming light

right into my soul

and into your heart.

February 21, 2015~ July Jennifer ♥

Lovers in the Moonlight

he sat

 at the end

  of the low bed.

head tilted,

 gazing up at her

  with his mischievous

smoldering eyes;

the weakening

of her

  in ways

ever unknown.

draped

 in vintage

white silk

  her delicate nipples

at its peak.

he graces

 her leg

  with devotion;

wrapped

 around her, his hands

 gently

  clutching

   velvety thighs.

her hands

 run

through

  the wild of his hair.

incandescent candles

 flickering,

sound of soul

 penetrating the air.

a glimpse

 into

  his soul,

a heartbeat

through her

 poured

upon his head

as he rest against her.

a lovers

 dance

  in the moonlight.

together

they hold

 the celestial's

captive

 and the universe

at their fingertips

resonating with ancient divinity.

February 2, 2015~ July Jennifer ♥

Captive Butterflies

captive butterflies
smolder

into the depths

of her belly,

winged

yet caged.

so eager to flutter

for the lover,

she calls

Him.

restless

heart

crippling
words,

she is bound

by a poetic love story.

tongue tied

and bitten lips

a lovers dance.

kisses 

are bestowed, 

yet
the winged beauties

are claimed
under lock and key.

a compass is given

to her raging heart.

Unlocked by

Him,

the mysterious lover.

only then,

the reflection of the moon

will reflect

from her watery eyes

into His 

heart.

January 17, 2015~ July Jennifer ♥

Enchanted Mystery

Unearth the light in his eyes

and her mysterious 

 vulnerability
opens; 

resembling that of a beautiful 

 intricate box

made of gold filigree.

His electric soul 

brings music to her heart

and she dances for him,

 in his loneliest nights.

He dreams the warmth 

from her skin

 setting his heart afire.

He dreams 

 when the sun

shall set 

off the burgundy's in her hair

 and the golden,

that sets a flame 

 in her eyes.

A burning desire 

 that she keeps captive 

in her heart.

The smell of everything "him" 

 indulges her heart.

She awaits breathlessly 

 the day to come,

that his strong hands;

in which feed her skin 

 warmth

and a desire burning

 from inside her heart;

will yet touch her again 

 and over again.

Wrapped into his hands, 

 her heart is encompassed 

  by that Knight...♥

completed December 23, 2014, original date a little before this~ July Jennifer ♥

Leo Lover

Sun to Moon
  drawn to the light,
thoughts of him bewilder her.
A smell,
  a kiss  
is desired.
To time, hours in the night
of a delicate dance,
  thoughts of her provoke him.
A dream cycle inhibits,
and her leg gently wraps around the curve of the moon,
  into the fire of the Sun

December 5, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

the Lover♥

Moonlight upon her face

and she dreams in love.

Lovers come bearing gifts to her soul
and she is that of a blushing school girl.

An addiction for your cravings, 

one bite into her fleshy skin 

and she has you turned into a wild animal...

November 3, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Moonlight Lovers

They are the moon children 

and to a kiss time stands still.

Their passion evokes
a compelling desire,
the essence
dreams are made of.

His hands
embrace her vulnerability, 

her hand
interlaced sacredly within his;
the warmth

and a magnetic force is intertwined.

He then wraps his hands
around her waist

around her neck.

A love transforms

and the blue moon
illuminates the way;

into her heart and into his heart.

There is no defiance of forbidden love,
by virtue
of imprisoned passion.

Captive rapture arises from her being,
into his.

Altruistic.

The moon encompasses her

and only to him

can she fall into a love
destined by Venus.

A love story

in that,
the celestial's twinkle

and the moon blush
with crimson.

A love that stands still...

October 1, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Grateful For...♥

...in no special order.

Falling in Love with my friends, they are all so beautiful in so many ways.

Falling in Love with all the beautiful men in my life that I shared an intimate relation with. Intimacy holds onto the heart forever.

Family; I don't have a very big family but we have the strongest bond and most honest relationship.

Losing myself over certain times in my life because only then was I able to go a little deeper and find myself once again. What grows inside of me...

Finding yoga, Bikram, meditation and most cherished, "spirituality" that dances with my heart.

Music. Finding art, finding my words once again to write. Finding dance again that makes my heart sing.

Heartbreak; because I truly believe it makes you deeply connected and centered with yourself. If you can realize sometimes it's happiness to let go.

My felines that have sauntered their way into my heart and where, forever they will remain.

Forgiveness, a quality I sometimes believe is my downfall beause I forgive so easily which can be painful later. But without this, are we able to even move on.

Friends and Laughter, a combo that's dangerous for many happy memories!

The Moon, the Stars, the Ocean; I'm so wrapped up in you.

Me...because the only one that can center and find a true love for oneself (at all times) is, yourself.

   and most of all..

Life...always pondering deep romantic thoughts...

August 11, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Her Last Breath

Piercing,
unrelenting breath.
Merely a single exhalation
would evoke all vulnerability;
lungs collapse.
She would all at once
let go,
tears streaming down uncontrollably.
It wouldn't surrender
until he held her head with his hands,
only then he finds her exposed.

There was no reasoning,
just abandon.
She was exhausted,
tired of weeping
being consumed from sadness;
imprisoned for years.

Can you embrace her,
Can't you just adore her.
Take her within you,
never let go.
Send goose bumps down her spine
like she once knew.
Butterflies fluttering...

She's apprehensive of any deep inhalation;
she's drowning
and not sure when to relinquish.
It was all so intricate
bound into years of defiance.
She's heartsick,
the pieces are falling
can't you see her tears.
A love bound by reckless care,
she doesn't know how to compose her thoughts.

Isolated tears fall from her face
and the moonlight shines upon her features
as reflections run through her spirit;
Can't you just take her into you...

Can't you behold,
in a time to come you intend to perceive.
What was once the moonlight upon her face;
the face of wonder and love,
was the one that gave you deepened breath.
The radiance that will illuminate your way...

August 7, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Moon Goddess

she perches on the rustic porch
in a rain soaked vintage gown of white,
perfect nipples amidst supple breast.
by virtue of the heavens tears;
unveiled
through a fitted Edwardian.
her tresses wet and gleaming of ebony,
she emanates a smell of him.
the rainfall dances onto the earth
and the harvest moon is at full cirque...

December 11, 2013~ July Jennifer

a poem I will continue over time...I want this to be a poem/sonnet that is discovered through time♥

Into the Light

She stands to be still

within the darkest of hours.

By the light of the moon

she will find her way.

Song cues;

her body folds forward,

an opposing arch sets free emotion.

The orchestra plays

and slight tingles send her body out into the light;

captivating the eyes of her lovers.

Ivory chiffon trails behind her

like a soft dance,

resembling that of the moon light upon water.

She seduces, she captivates and a dream evolves

into destiny.

Jewels bestow her decadent breast

as she emerges into the light once more,

eyes locked full of beautiful darkness

she leaves a sense of mystery
and intrigue
in the fragrant air.

Floating across an abandoned floor

a shattered heart is left

 to stage right.

Center stage is a moon goddess;

mother of the sea tides

and lover of the ethereal,

she finds herself vulnerable

into the light once again. 

Like a butterfly emerging from its cocoon

she is breathless

nevertheless her exhalation is soft.

Her lovers take to heart

as a poetic dance is filtered 

through crimson, violet and golden hues;

a goddess in golden skin.

Feline-an she promenades across that stage

and illuminates the way to the moon.

Moth to candlelight;

her way is marked

resembling that of Egyptian markings

etched over ancient rocks many lifetimes ago.

This is the moment

that marks a manifestation;

a yearning, 

a passion, 

a fire that burns inside of her.

The moon light is glowing;

it illuminates her way once over again.

November 7, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

inspired from my Lana Del Rey burlesque artistic act "Young & Beautiful"

photo by~ Dustin Sackett Photography♥

Drift

She walks over the ocean floor,

As weightless waves crash

A broken shore.

Two wandering elements 

Dance a fine tune;

Once ruled
By the Cancerian Moon.

Tugging,

Heart strings of ebb & flow;

Amid rocky shores a tow.

Words, incessantly unspoken;

A fragile poise is shattered, 

Broken.

At first glance;

Beyond the horizon,

An imposing dance
By the silhouette of a Harlequin.

Oh, Harlequin; how he 

Bequeaths affirmations 

Of a charlatan.

Un-changing 

Tug of war;

She is left
On the dance floor.

Starry night;

Fallen stars,

Illuminate the ocean, 

Tonight.

Henceforth,

One degree North;

A fueled fire sends her

A {drift}.

Luminescent Crescent,

Her only gift; she lets go

Of all she needs to know.
Slippery, Twinkling Stars;

There is nothing
Left here to know.

June 12, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

started this poem on June 12th, had friends post a word on Facebook & picked the word {drift} & finally completed it today! Exactly one month! Weird! Also, a bit of a rhyming poem, out of my "ordinary"♥