the Lover, the Dreamer and the Dancer

Love; is a simple treasured word that rest inside of her heart.

She fancies more than {one} and in that, from the depths of her soul. She longs for free love with her suitors; envelope them in her world. Unify into harmony as their bodies freely radiate and burn with passion.

A kiss with loving vulnerability burns through her femininity; light and dreamy yet unending and intensely.

A love of entirety entwines as {one}.

Strong hands pulling through her auburn hair, lips tenderly biting and a delicate touch of the lips over the curve of her back; leaves dancing butterflies inside of her.

A love, that can only thrive into euphoria.

A love, that can hearten inside of your essence.

A love, that breathes and dwells inside of her.

She captivates her lovers; she fornicates through the tips of her fingers, through her butterfly kiss, through her reverence.

She is a tempest of a lovers retreat. A tender passion that can set one's heart upon; a desire that transforms you into the dreamer.

She pulls you into the illusory of her.

She is the Lover.

Set in her heart of tender devotion, she dreams of poetic delight.

Garden house set in back, bountiful of Earth's treasures and orchids dancing in the light; she dreams in certainty. She perches in a painted room of wine colored walls and gypsy adorned furnishings, a melody plays its sonnet while she dreams; one of a vintage dreamy disquiet.

Fragmented memories of the bequeathed come into glimpses.

She dreams in harmony, translating dreams into poetry.

Echo of ocean, setting waves only moments outside of her cottage; she writes. As her kitty curls up beside her she dreams of yet another twinkling. Was this her symbiosis foregoing, or is this the destined beckoning?

She dreams in ethereal, she dreams in vintage, she dreams in love.

She is the Dreamer. 

A floral sweetness precedes the air; "Fade Into You" surrounds her embodiment. Antiqued porch; in the hammock outside of her cottage she was dreaming.

She arises to a fresh glow upon her face and sand in between her toes. Tousled hair tossed eagerly into a bun and a white dress drawn close to her sultry body from the oceans heaven.

Delicate nipples peeking its way through a tightly fitted form and sun glistening on her wet skin; she promenades to the sound that captivates the air.

She dances in the moonlight, in the rain, under the brightest star; the sun.

She dances from her spiritual being; engaging love to the notes that saturate the air.

Her dress is raised, puddled feet and sunlight upon her moon face, her body delicately pirouettes. Arms upheld to the heavens, she can only be vulnerable; only to Mother Earth she unveils herself.

She is a goddess of dance; spirituality enters the very essence of her being.

Through this; she loves, she dreams, she dances.

She is the Dancer. 

January 27, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Haiku Poem~ Circus Paradise♥

world of wonderland

captivates my heart, I am

lost in your essence

2012~ July Jennifer ♥

Haiku Poem~ Summers of Love♥

sand between my toes 

is my heaven; inside of 

my heart is just you

January 2012~ July Jennifer ♥

Enraptured

I get lost in your eyes

yet I run to his heart

an ocean of secrets

and an endurance of tender heart

the only way to escape this world 

is to dream

I dream in a lost sea of blue

and kept secrets

it is the love I seek

yet have nothing in return

tugging heart
tears at my essence

only to bleed memories
that afflict me

A longing that envelopes 

my world of dreams

declares me destined

in my own heart

and leaves me grasping for air

I get lost in your love

yet I run to treasure his heart

folded in half

torn into two

a love bound by the stars

a love bound by heart

I find comfort

that transcends passion

a yearning inside of my soul

that will love and dwell
herein me forever

that will captivate my heart hostage

into that blue ocean

at lost for sea

November 13, 2003~ July Jennifer ♥

Haiku Poem~ Beyond♥

Into my dreams lies 

the majestic, there awaits 

a magical world 

January 2012~ July Jennifer ♥

Haiku Poem~ Sweet Embrace♥

there lies butterflies 

in my belly and

a scent of gardenia

January 2012~ July Jennifer ♥

Haiku Poem~ Your Love♥

love bound by the stars

has a pull of the vast sea.

the stars are falling

2011~ July Jennifer ♥

After the Circus

The circus finale has harmony
and common folk have parted ways.
Animals are taken in.
Favored essence they endure,
bountiful from ruin and misfortune.
They are genuinely beloved.

Her name is Helena.
She is other than a Goddess.
Ebony tresses
and skin of golden velvet,
she is the dreamer.
Her feet are exhausted.
Years of dancer intimacy
are exposing effects on delicate skin.
Tattered ballet pointes
tossed in the corner of her gypsy wagon.
Cinched corset in ruffled pink
adorned in dazzling stones of glass
takes its promenade
in her armoire of exquisite.

Ella Fitzgerald, "Summertime"

spirals out of an aged music player.

Undressing and tinkering with her charms,
she promenades dreamy.
Candles flicker,
captivating the cottage with aglow
and a sweet ambrosial fragrance
of Jasmine
encompasses the air.

She releases the allure
of her raven hair
illuminated with golds and reds.
Incandescent water
filling her divine retreat.
Timeworn feet drawn;
toes beckoning into the water.
Sweltering;
nevertheless in delight,
she finds her solitude.
A light of the day escapes
into a euphoria
of radiance and tranquility.
Enveloped in elation;
dreams come into her,
a reverie of a dancers heart.

 January 14, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Moonlit Dreams

She's a midsummer night's dream,
adorned in nothing apart from sand in her feet
and a fragrant silken scent of gardenia.
Her skin is sun kissed golden
from the sun of the Earth.
Gypsy jewels adorn her essence
and she dances in the moonlight
like a captivating dream.

Her breasts are fruitful,
with curves that intertwine
to a sweet sound which envelopes the air.
Lovers are at her door
billowing gifts to treasure;
one of a moonlit reflection of vast sea.
She dances for her suitors;
her feet wet from the Earth below
and her heart abundant in nature.

She dances to the harmony of drums
or is it the beat of his heart.
Rain drops fall
upon her moon face.
As he pulls her into him
a kiss of dreamy rapture envelopes her.
A haze of ethereal transforms her.
His lips delicate;
a kiss
is heavy and enduring
leaving her with butterflies fluttering
into the depth of her womanhood.
He calls her name~
Helena
demure,
she frees herself from uncertainty.

On a rustic wooden porch;
calico feline, Chloé curled up

under the gleam of the sun.

Floral aroma intensifies in the air.

She lies in the familiar hammock

and dreams begin to fall into her.

A lovers trio bound by possession,

she has found a home.

A home,
that dreams inside of her heart.

Drawn to a moonlit reflection of vast sea

she is pulled into the illusory.

Only to dance
with the brightest star

in the light of the moon

and from the depths of her heart,

she dances
as a seductive illusion.

January 3, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

My Secrets Lie

There’s a new boy in town;

his scent of salty sweetness

and eyes 
that of a vast sea

burns through the depths of my heart.

His touch is a soft memory,

fresh upon my skin 
like a hot summer day.

A kiss 
of fervor and rapture

enfolds a desire of profound yearning.

There’s sand in between my toes

and a light fragrance lies in the air

resembling that of plumeria heaven.

A moist heat radiates my skin

and a sense of vulnerability 
pushes through my soul.

Tugging at my heart strings.

He rides on a set of waves.

Our hearts meld into one;

not through a simplistic touch

yet through the eyes of two souls.

Separated once;

two souls found each other

through the stars,
through the pull of the moon
and that vast sea.

Two lost souls;

bound by dancing lights
broken apart

and love was lost at sea.

November 22, 2003~ July Jennifer ♥

Chloé Selene ♥

sometimes, pussycats just get their way...♥

My Little Skittle♥

She's the sweetest little pea, with a perfect little round bottom and dimples that will melt your heart. 
She followed me around like a little darling; 
I would dance and this sweetheart would follow, 
I would cry and this angelic soul would hug me, 
I needed a friend and this precious creature would be my companion. 
Her giggle is infectious and she continually makes me laugh;
she is always ready for any shenanigans I have mustered up. 
We shared skittles. I get the red, purple & green; she gets the rest. 
We shared childhood memories; 

playing pretend, dressing up and being silly girls. 

She comes with a Princess disposition but don’t let her fool you, 

she has the strength of a vigorous tiger and a heart made of tenderheartedness. 
I admire her. 
We have the sacred bond of sisterly love, that bestows warm fuzzies in my heart.
Above all, 
we have a love that evolves into heartfelt memories that bestows love upon my heart. 

I will keep her locked into my heart.

She will always be my shelter;
my confidant, 
my secret keeper,
my memory maker
and forevermore baby sissy.

April 1, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Recesses of the Heart♥

I have admiration and profound L♥VE for all animals. So why did I eat meat? I ate this inorganic substance; this is what it remains after we have torn it from its unique essence of life because this is what I was informed of a "well balanced diet". I was living in my own hypocrisy, delusions of gratitude taken away from another life and soul. A living soul that has every right to live freely as we do must not be taken. My words may sting a little but it's the complex truth. 

I have restrained from consuming any animal products the last 5 months now. I am feeling true love for myself more ever so lately than before. Not in a egocentric sort of way but a feeling of love for my body, a love that dances through me, a feeling of abundance. I can't quite characterize it but I have always had some kind of loving way towards myself but something has transferred completely. I am more aware, I am more in love with all things, everyone. I have a spiritual feeling that overwhelms me with blissful happiness. My creative juices have entwined much more freely. My thoughts are cloudless and I feel an inner security of L ♥VE. I carry more compassion, empathy and a feeling of artistic nature. I feel a compelling pull to write, dance and paint more.

Very graphic and descriptive narrative below, please tread softly. 

I have a perception. This awareness has come from many nights watching food documentaries and videos. I started this slight journey with few videos, barely looking as I see desecration overtaken a sweet soul animal. My exploration grew to watching many more. The desire to attain more knowledge about what we put into our essence was growing with great aptitude. I cried; no, I wept with a heavy heart. My heart felt as if it had broken in half as I watched the torture and slaying of innocence. I felt something inside of me disquiet. I watched a pig cry for its life as he pulled at the ground knowing what was to come. This is one of the many formidable images that will affect me forever but I am grateful for knowing this. It has changed me in such a way that I feel like I have so much love inside of me; my heart, it overfills. Because of over populated animal product consumption innocent lives are being tortured and destroyed in such an inhumane way. My perception is this~ I think that the pure essence of an animal that dies in the way it does follows through the very steak you are eating. The sad and stolen energy has to become part of your energy. You are allowing affliction, torment and sorrow become a part of you. Is this why so many of us walk around in a zombie, irritated, moody or depressed state of manifestation? I believe from deep within my heart this is the truth. There is such  disconnection within ourselves. I felt a lot of love in my 34 years of life but since my development I have evolved. 

Why do we mortals feel the "need" to eat so much meat? We were taught, it’s been passed down from generations. It is what our ancestors consumed. There was not an abundant of food in times past, it made complete and logical sense. We have such a bountiful array of food in this day that we can choose to eat consciously. You CAN get enough protein from eating the right foods. I have muscle tone; I barely need to work out now as my eating habits have transformed my body. It has transfigured in the way it has never looked better, I can eat as much as I want. I feel improved, cleaner, more loving; I feel the ultimate euphoria. I am hopeful that someone’s life can be touched reading this. I'm not saying we all need to cut out every animal product but if we humans can just cut down HALF of what is being consumed now a day’s think of the difference. You can make a subtle change for the spirit of another. I cut down on animal products months ago but on Christmas I was so excited to "CH-eat" with a "yummy" ham but I cried as I sat there and ate it. We watched "the video" a few nights previous, the one that made me weep into the arms of my also whole food plant-based lover and all I could think about was that little pink pig. I feel tears welling up inside of me as I compose this. I literally felt a deep energy wash over me and all of a sudden the meat tasted so gamy. It was greasy like; similar to frog legs that I once tried because I thought "I will try everything once". That was a horrible feeling of eating the little frog, a feeling like the one time I had tried turtle soup. I hated myself for trying a spoonful of that. That was over 20 years ago and something I will at no time forget. Why did I feel horrible eating turtle and not meat, eggs, chicken? 

Years of training. 

You may be saying I can't give up meat but guess what; its, you won't. I wouldn't. I wasn't in place. It took me 34 years and a lot of investigating and attaining. It isn't as hard as you think, I don't even miss meat anymore, it taste so sad. I'm not going to lie, I eat an occasional cheese. I do love cheese but I prefer to purchase the grass-fed from another country in hopes it is safely guaranteed but I am living in my own misconception again. I barely eat cheese these days and I fancy one day it is foreign to me like that of meat. I can only aspire that I remain true to myself and maintain this journey. The less "cheats" the better I feel! 

My healthy approach to life includes~ Bikram, yoga, mediation, Burlesque and eating a whole food plant-based diet. If you are interested in more knowledge, videos/documentaries I have watched or my eating habits I would love to share with you. 

If you are not apt to discover and hopefully take in slight of what I say, that's acceptable. I was not ready until about 5 months ago. I just feel the desire and pull to write my journey through my new "in the pink" lifestyle transition. Please respect my blog and writing as this is my endeavor. I have been on dual sides of eating "the American diet" to eating a whole food plant-based diet. I just want to share my experience of feeling more in tune with my embodiment, consciousness and fortitude. I do not want to start a controversy, it is my reality. 

If you actually read through this then I must say thank you. Thank you for your time and possibly considering a new way of treasuring your life, temple of embodiment and mind. 

Love, Light and Laughter~ July Jennifer ♥

Amore, Amour and Love

I have an anecdote to tell. It is full of lovers, little mysteries, heavy hearts, anguish, desecration, exuberance and many moments of L♥VE. I will dance around this journal blog from my history past to now with the in-between. I dream you will follow me...♥

My favorite word~ L♥VE. I am conscious of this word on an everyday footing. I've cultivated this one fleeting word into the depths of my spiritual being and long for prosperity. The abundance of one word is the relic of my vitality and I fancy such an essence of a simple phrase. I'm not saying it's transparent, we know that. It has many allusions and comes in many altered manifestations. Entwine with me as I saunter through my reflection of my forgone growth, in this moment of present and my dreams of the destined. Lets travel together, souls touching and cultivate one word~ L♥VE...

with love~ july jennifer ♥

July Jennifer Quotes♥

{My silly words of Love, Dreams and Desires...♥}

Evolving through a transition like that of a caterpillar to moth. Finding my wings again so I can light up the night sky in flight to the moon...10/13♥

sometimes pussycats just get their way...♥

the Moon, the Ocean collide in a parallel Universe as my body longs for your kiss. your eyes like vast Sea and I dream of you...♥

I am the Moon and you are my Ocean. My body yearns for you and awaits {you} to enter my world of darkness and seduction, a unity of lust and passion...♥
my heart opens to your light...♥

your Love found a way in my heart...you are my Love, you are my Dreams, you are eternally locked in my heart...♥

my heart opens to your light...♥

the moon calls us into the night & the stars lead the way into a dream of desires♥

our Love bound by the Stars. you are locked in my heart♥

being loved is the greatest treasure one can have♥

Always remember to look up at the sky and deep into your heart...♥

a love bound by the stars has a pull of the vast sea...♥

I swim in your blue ocean & I drown in your passion♥

there is no time where I stop loving you...for a very special soul 10/29/11♥

moon pull
a love found.
ocean crashes
a tear falls from her face
her love lost.
the red moon beckons
a beating heart in the distance.
she sees the light
light of the moon
all is calm 12/10

where I lie in the heart of your eyes, I feel compelled. sand in my sheets and a special place kept under lock and key, for you inside my heart. the moon tonight is a beautiful golden dream...Harvest Moon 9/30/12♥