homemade apple Moonlit Dreams ~❥: 2014

Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Enchanted Mystery

Unearth the light in his eyes
and her mysterious 
resembling that of a beautiful 
 intricate box
made of gold filigree.

His electric soul 
brings music to her heart
and she dances for him,
 in his loneliest nights.

He dreams the warmth 
from her skin
 setting his heart afire.
He dreams 
 when the sun
shall set 
off the burgundy's in her hair
 and the golden,
that sets a flame 
 in her eyes.

A burning desire 
 that she keeps captive 
in her heart.
The smell of everything "him" 
 indulges her heart.
She awaits breathlessly 
 the day to come,
that his strong hands;
in which feed her skin 
and a desire burning
 from inside her heart;
will yet touch her again 
 and over again.

Wrapped into his hands, 
 her heart is encompassed 
  by that Knight...♥

completed December 23, 2014, original date a little before this~ July Jennifer ♥

Tuesday, December 16, 2014

Leo Lover

Sun to Moon
  drawn to the light,
thoughts of him bewilder her.
A smell,
  a kiss  
is desired.
To time, hours in the night
of a delicate dance,
  thoughts of her provoke him.
A dream cycle inhibits,
and her leg gently wraps around the curve of the moon,
into the fire of the Sun

December 5, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Tuesday, November 25, 2014

the Lover♥

Moonlight upon her face
and she dreams in love.

Lovers come bearing gifts to her soul
and she is that of a blushing school girl.

An addiction for your cravings, 
one bite into her fleshy skin 
and she has you turned into a wild animal...

November 3, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Wednesday, October 29, 2014

Moonlight Lovers

They are the moon children 
and to a kiss time stands still.
Their passion evokes
a compelling desire,
the essence
dreams are made of.

His hands
embrace her vulnerability, 
her hand
interlaced sacredly within his;
the warmth
and a magnetic force is intertwined.

He then wraps his hands
around her waist
around her neck.
A love transforms
and the blue moon
illuminates the way;
into her heart and into his heart.
There is no defiance of forbidden love,
by virtue
of imprisoned passion.
Captive rapture arises from her being,
into his.

The moon encompasses her
and only to him
can she fall into a love
destined by Venus.
A love story
in that,
the celestial's twinkle
and the moon blush
with crimson.

A love that stands still...

October 1, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Monday, August 11, 2014

Grateful For...♥

...in no special order.

Falling in Love with my friends, they are all so beautiful in so many ways.

Falling in Love with all the beautiful men in my life that I shared an intimate relation with. Intimacy holds onto the heart forever.

Family; I don't have a very big family but we have the strongest bond and most honest relationship.

Losing myself over certain times in my life because only then was I able to go a little deeper and find myself once again. What grows inside of me...

Finding yoga, Bikram, meditation and most cherished, "spirituality" that dances with my heart.

Music. Finding art, finding my words once again to write. Finding dance again that makes my heart sing.

Heartbreak; because I truly believe it makes you deeply connected and centered with yourself. If you can realize sometimes it's happiness to let go.

My felines that have sauntered their way into my heart and where, forever they will remain.

Forgiveness, a quality I sometimes believe is my downfall beause I forgive so easily which can be painful later. But without this, are we able to even move on.

Friends and Laughter, a combo that's dangerous for many happy memories!

The Moon, the Stars, the Ocean; I'm so wrapped up in you.

Me...because the only one that can center and find a true love for oneself (at all times) is, yourself.

   and most of all..

Life...always pondering deep romantic thoughts...

August 11, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Sunday, August 10, 2014

Release Me

passive love affair
behind a mask you wear
no more weeping soul
release me from the anchor
that restrained
so many untold years

I am no longer yours
to keep
so why do I still weep
your heavy anguish
be stills my heart
no more to bestow
nevertheless a love
that suffocated many moons ago

your words keep me hostage
to your wall
I am bound
I can no longer be
inside your knotted rope
I leave only my finger prints
an outline
of all that have I carried for you

 July Jennifer 

Thursday, August 7, 2014

Her Last Breath

unrelenting breath.
Merely a single exhalation
would evoke all vulnerability;
lungs collapse.
She would all at once
let go,
tears streaming down uncontrollably.
It wouldn't surrender
until he held her head with his hands,
only then he finds her exposed.

There was no reasoning,
just abandon.
She was exhausted,
tired of weeping
being consumed from sadness;
imprisoned for years.

Can you embrace her,
Can't you just adore her.
Take her within you,
never let go.
Send goose bumps down her spine
like she once knew.
Butterflies fluttering...

She's apprehensive of any deep inhalation;
she's drowning
and not sure when to relinquish.
It was all so intricate
bound into years of defiance.
She's heartsick,
the pieces are falling
can't you see her tears.
A love bound by reckless care,
she doesn't know how to compose her thoughts.

Isolated tears fall from her face
and the moonlight shines upon her features
as reflections run through her spirit;
Can't you just take her into you...

Can't you behold,
in a time to come you intend to perceive.
What was once the moonlight upon her face;
the face of wonder and love,
was the one that gave you deepened breath.
The radiance that will illuminate your way...

August 7, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Sunday, August 3, 2014

Butterflies are Dying...

She's a single butterfly
 fluttering about,
 to the rhythm of her own wings.
She'll fly with courage and dignity;
 only then,
her light will radiate
 what it once was.
She'll fly and love freely now,
 for the chains have been lifted.
She is no longer a prisoner in her own world...
July 31, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Friday, May 30, 2014

Sea Traveler

Moonlight pirouettes upon the great sea.
There is a sacred dance,
off ebb and flow;
a rhythm.
Vitality, divine
as the salty kisses he gives,
a dancers delight;
marks new life.
Below that vast sea,
across coral that reaches infinity,
thrives another world;
where energy emanates across millions
of volcanic force;
evolved over a lifetime.
You, intoxicate me
with your world.

A wonder, you are
of magnificent life.
Two separate universes inhabit one world.
A dance with the pale blue moon;
a reflection
that lights the way below,
is a reflection, dancing in my heart.
Into vast sea,
two worlds collide
within each other.
Two creations of life intertwine in harmony,
shaping and forming life.

original year {2011/12}~ July Jennifer
scuba diving trip, can't remember which year♥

Thursday, March 13, 2014

January 25th

last night at 2:36am
there was a kitten
who echoed in vintage
and danced her heart out.
A reverie that thrives in this Goddess form
dwells in the deepest part of her...
But it is here
she calls home♥

Wednesday, January 8, 2014

Haiku Poem~ Home in my Heart♥

I dream of this place
within my soul, where I live.
one day, this is home

January 8, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Saturday, January 4, 2014

Haiku Poem~ Corseted♥

tightly bound she loves
the feeling of a cinched waist;
purely decadent.

January 4, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Thursday, January 2, 2014

Moon Goddess

she perches on the rustic porch
in a rain soaked vintage gown of white,
perfect nipples amidst supple breast.
by virtue of the heavens tears;
through a fitted Edwardian.
her tresses wet and gleaming of ebony,
she emanates a smell of him.
the rainfall dances onto the earth
and the harvest moon is at full cirque...

December 11, 2013~ July Jennifer
a poem I will continue over time...I want this to be a poem/sonnet that is discovered through time♥