Dark Nights

His heart is guarded

Her heart is guarded

It's a forbidden dance through ecstasy

Music spirals by candlelight

And her voice echoes in whispers

Through a kiss 

And into his heart

January 27, 2015~ July Jennifer♥

Captive Butterflies

captive butterflies
smolder

into the depths

of her belly,

winged

yet caged.

so eager to flutter

for the lover,

she calls

Him.

restless

heart

crippling
words,

she is bound

by a poetic love story.

tongue tied

and bitten lips

a lovers dance.

kisses 

are bestowed, 

yet
the winged beauties

are claimed
under lock and key.

a compass is given

to her raging heart.

Unlocked by

Him,

the mysterious lover.

only then,

the reflection of the moon

will reflect

from her watery eyes

into His 

heart.

January 17, 2015~ July Jennifer ♥

Him...

Yearning his smell, what it does to her.

Craving and wild feline;

awaits
submissively

until the day beckons,

that she can wrap her legs 

delicately 

around him

and knead him like a kitty...

January 8, 2015~ July Jennifer 10:37am♥ 

Lost Tribe~ Gamemaster♥

I'm in love with these words, song link is below~

"Embracing the goddess energy within yourselves

Will bring all of you to a new understanding and valuing of life

A vision that inspires you to live and love on Planet Earth

Like a priceless jewel buried in dark layers of soil and stone

Earth radiates her brilliant beauty into the caverns of space and time

Perhaps you are aware of those who watch over your home

And experience it as a place to visit and play with reality

You are becoming aware of yourself as a game master

Imagine Earth restored to her real beauty

Steady trees seem to brush the deep blue sky

The clouds billow to form majestic peaks

The songs of birds fill the air

Creating a symphony upon symphony

The goddess is calling for an honoring

Of what she allows to be created

Through the form of strength and blood

Those who own the planet are learning about love"

Lost Tribe – Gamemaster - Original

January 10, 2015~ July Jennifer ♥

Letting Go...

the other day I was in tears. the same news came in different form. when a new year was beckoning, a new beginning was to have you.

all I can hang onto are my memories of being a little girl with him. 

tears streaming down my face and my heart bursting with so much sadness and a lonely feeling of; why a father "couldn't" be a father a daughter needed. taking care of him after moving out at 15 and having no other parent made me realize a heartache of why I kept hanging on...

after so many isolated tears over years upon years, having your heart ripped out over and over again I have to find solitude when to let go. Let compassion be that of "understanding" and learn to love is to let go. I've been pulling apart for the past few years but there was always that lingering hope, wish...I have so much compassion in my heart for him but I also have compassion for myself and I love myself. I know hanging on just keeps me from moving forward. I know to love myself and let my light bright again is~ releasing all that's toxic...

always in my heart, a part of me I am you

January 4, 2015~ July Jennifer ♥