homemade apple Moonlit Dreams ~❥: April 2015

Wednesday, April 29, 2015

A Heart that Weeps

no longer
will I be held
in the pain you carry,
like an endless journey
resonating in the darkness
of your thoughts.
echoing in your rage
shooting daggers into my heart,
a heart that once loved you

you scorn me
parallel to many moons ago
and many moons shared.
I ask of you,
let me in
as something other than your lover.
you leave my heart aching
as your dialect
bruises an abounding love.
an affection
dying in the flame
that once burned beautifully
yet now,
resembling a bleeding heart

in all the moments
we still share
I weep in your presence
yet your heart remains
a bitter taste.
I can see in your eyes;
all you say is nothingness
as a tear
finds it way out of my eyes
and my heart holding fortitude.
I have to proclaim;
setting all free,
the devotion I carry for you
by virtue of the torment you keep
is no longer about me.

April 28, 2015~ July Jennifer ~❥

a song we share~ "Stolen Car" Bruce Springsteen 

Saturday, April 18, 2015

yours to keep

outside my bedroom window
Venus illuminates the way,
like a dancing butterfly
in the midnight sky
we are bound,
intertwined into one

your gentle nature echoes
through the strength you possess
as you unfold me,
resembling origami
you hold me captive
like a delicate butterfly

for moments resonating
with fueled passion,
I cherish
upon my lips
secrets to keep

as you light the way
to a treasured box,
a sweet embrace
a touch;
flowering a beautiful mark
inside my soul

April 12, 2015~ July Jennifer ❥ 

Wednesday, April 15, 2015

missing him already
how he tangles my heart
but every moment into a web of ecstasy

April 15, 2015~ July Jennifer ❥

Thursday, April 2, 2015


to go back
 into time
just a couple...
yes please
 to feel you...