Let Me Love You 💫

My Drug,
my Muse.
A Love
that I can never unravel.

three of many
and
thirty seven full moons ago
my lips touched yours.
beyond a spell of hours we kissed,
affinity of a celestial deemed by two.
into water that burned
like fire beneath my skin
the vulnerability in you
envelops my soul;
kindred of bittersweet nights
with music serenading the air.
it was then
I bemused myself
inside of you.
my delicate heart bound
and bleeds by you,
an addiction turns to loving your tortured soul.
I sense
your fear of abandon,
I behold
this is undeniable;
I embody insight of you.
to know, is what I embrace
every night under a golden moon
memoirs of you,
and I.

tongue tied
across the line
a glimpse of you
clutches at my heart
and I'm falling over once more.
waves into waves of emotion
subsequently,
I am with you.
everything encompassing takes flight beyond a horizon of blue;
perched onto you,
I am in moments of embracing you, nourishing you,
kissing you.
I can see affecting love in your eyes
it is then,
I want to declare;
to you,
 my love.

let me in and love you.

November 13 & 14th 2017~ July Jennifer ~❥

Her Secret Garden 🥀

there is a garden;
she dwells in moonlit nights
of crimson reds & ocean tides.
it is here, I hold you
into my arms.
your vulnerability
{always}
intoxicating me,
into the mystique of you.

I embrace no other
 in the way I, you
like the moon
pulling at the ocean waves;
no other
embraces me in the way you,
like the night sky
clutches the moons light.

I am your garden of pleasure
& I'll tear the pain from it's fleshy skin; your wounded heart.
I live in a delicate romance
of bitten marks in sacred tongue
& your caress upon my ribcage;
favoring roses falling from it's grace~
   I thirst for more.

in those distant nights
you open a floral garden
& a fire resonates upon my dewy skin.
then, there you are
bestowing kisses upon my lips;
kisses so sweet,
like nectar
& you are within each petal,
deep.
so pretty you are,
there...
all my secrets you find
& the heat from your lovely lips,
make this garden
a slave to you.

June 25, 2017 ~ July Jennifer ~❥

You ~❥

I have never been embraced in the way you hold me,

the feeling of invulnerability.

Yet,

I have never been so pained in the way you have tormented me.

The feeling of anguish.

August 20, 2017~ July Jennifer ~❥

Philip...~❥

a lover beholds words,
a lover bares her soul
and a beautiful mess unfolds;
like those lovely nights of a sky unfolding and revealing only one moon.
it is here two souls collide into moonlit nights
and within, a lover dwells
so that a bleeding heart may find comfort.

orchids in moonlight
gracefully dancing,
dandelion's fluttering
and butterflies wrapped
inside her ribs;
kissed by a sweetness of heart shaped lips
this delicate garden for only him.

all he can give, is pain and poetry.
yet, she is drawn
to a tragic love story ~❥
11/7 julyjennifer ~❥

no fuck boys allowed ~❥