the Lover♥

Moonlight upon her face

and she dreams in love.

Lovers come bearing gifts to her soul
and she is that of a blushing school girl.

An addiction for your cravings, 

one bite into her fleshy skin 

and she has you turned into a wild animal...

November 3, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Her Last Breath

Piercing,
unrelenting breath.
Merely a single exhalation
would evoke all vulnerability;
lungs collapse.
She would all at once
let go,
tears streaming down uncontrollably.
It wouldn't surrender
until he held her head with his hands,
only then he finds her exposed.

There was no reasoning,
just abandon.
She was exhausted,
tired of weeping
being consumed from sadness;
imprisoned for years.

Can you embrace her,
Can't you just adore her.
Take her within you,
never let go.
Send goose bumps down her spine
like she once knew.
Butterflies fluttering...

She's apprehensive of any deep inhalation;
she's drowning
and not sure when to relinquish.
It was all so intricate
bound into years of defiance.
She's heartsick,
the pieces are falling
can't you see her tears.
A love bound by reckless care,
she doesn't know how to compose her thoughts.

Isolated tears fall from her face
and the moonlight shines upon her features
as reflections run through her spirit;
Can't you just take her into you...

Can't you behold,
in a time to come you intend to perceive.
What was once the moonlight upon her face;
the face of wonder and love,
was the one that gave you deepened breath.
The radiance that will illuminate your way...

August 7, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Drift

She walks over the ocean floor,

As weightless waves crash

A broken shore.

Two wandering elements 

Dance a fine tune;

Once ruled
By the Cancerian Moon.

Tugging,

Heart strings of ebb & flow;

Amid rocky shores a tow.

Words, incessantly unspoken;

A fragile poise is shattered, 

Broken.

At first glance;

Beyond the horizon,

An imposing dance
By the silhouette of a Harlequin.

Oh, Harlequin; how he 

Bequeaths affirmations 

Of a charlatan.

Un-changing 

Tug of war;

She is left
On the dance floor.

Starry night;

Fallen stars,

Illuminate the ocean, 

Tonight.

Henceforth,

One degree North;

A fueled fire sends her

A {drift}.

Luminescent Crescent,

Her only gift; she lets go

Of all she needs to know.
Slippery, Twinkling Stars;

There is nothing
Left here to know.

June 12, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

started this poem on June 12th, had friends post a word on Facebook & picked the word {drift} & finally completed it today! Exactly one month! Weird! Also, a bit of a rhyming poem, out of my "ordinary"♥

Summer Day

In the distance transpires a home
which resides within her heart.

She surrenders in a laced hammock.
One leg leaping over
resembling that of a graceful ballerina;
impelling gently
at the soft earth beneath her foot.
Sunlight peeks through the willow tree
that drapes overhead like a whimsical fortress.
Apapane songbirds
harmonize their morning melody
and a whispering of the leaves
dance within one another.
She stretches out
resembling that kitty curled up alongside her;
both felines soaking up that brightest star.
In this palace,
delightful dreams evolve into existence.

In the distance transpires a home
which resides within her heart.

February 20, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

I think I'm "nesting"♥

This is my form of "nesting"...

I can see a near distant future of my life.

It involves a hammock, a little bungalow set in a tropical forest back drop, my kitten Chloe and the little Bella, a garden green house abundant with dancing butterflies and flowers that make your soul sing. There's gypsy furnishings, a room filled with poetry, painting mediums and a dancers delight of mirrored walls. Music always spirals through the bungalow dancing to the tune of ocean waves not so far from this retreat. An old porch adorned with potted flowers, a swing under an ancient tree; sunlight dancing through the tree tops and him...

A daily occurrence involves tea in the morning on a porch made for retreat, a visit to the {home of greenery} so water can bring more life to our bountiful nutrients. I paint, write and dance. We meditate, we stretch and we just live with love in our hearts. We cook together, we cuddle and we dance with our hearts singing. We make love in the moonlight, we rest in an aged hammock and we laugh. 

This is what my body yearns and thirst for. I can feel this energy through my soul. I can hear the sea calling my name. I am so close...

Moonlit Dreams

She's a midsummer night's dream,
adorned in nothing apart from sand in her feet
and a fragrant silken scent of gardenia.
Her skin is sun kissed golden
from the sun of the Earth.
Gypsy jewels adorn her essence
and she dances in the moonlight
like a captivating dream.

Her breasts are fruitful,
with curves that intertwine
to a sweet sound which envelopes the air.
Lovers are at her door
billowing gifts to treasure;
one of a moonlit reflection of vast sea.
She dances for her suitors;
her feet wet from the Earth below
and her heart abundant in nature.

She dances to the harmony of drums
or is it the beat of his heart.
Rain drops fall
upon her moon face.
As he pulls her into him
a kiss of dreamy rapture envelopes her.
A haze of ethereal transforms her.
His lips delicate;
a kiss
is heavy and enduring
leaving her with butterflies fluttering
into the depth of her womanhood.
He calls her name~
Helena
demure,
she frees herself from uncertainty.

On a rustic wooden porch;
calico feline, Chloé curled up

under the gleam of the sun.

Floral aroma intensifies in the air.

She lies in the familiar hammock

and dreams begin to fall into her.

A lovers trio bound by possession,

she has found a home.

A home,
that dreams inside of her heart.

Drawn to a moonlit reflection of vast sea

she is pulled into the illusory.

Only to dance
with the brightest star

in the light of the moon

and from the depths of her heart,

she dances
as a seductive illusion.

January 3, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

My Secrets Lie

There’s a new boy in town;

his scent of salty sweetness

and eyes 
that of a vast sea

burns through the depths of my heart.

His touch is a soft memory,

fresh upon my skin 
like a hot summer day.

A kiss 
of fervor and rapture

enfolds a desire of profound yearning.

There’s sand in between my toes

and a light fragrance lies in the air

resembling that of plumeria heaven.

A moist heat radiates my skin

and a sense of vulnerability 
pushes through my soul.

Tugging at my heart strings.

He rides on a set of waves.

Our hearts meld into one;

not through a simplistic touch

yet through the eyes of two souls.

Separated once;

two souls found each other

through the stars,
through the pull of the moon
and that vast sea.

Two lost souls;

bound by dancing lights
broken apart

and love was lost at sea.

November 22, 2003~ July Jennifer ♥

My Little Skittle♥

She's the sweetest little pea, with a perfect little round bottom and dimples that will melt your heart. 
She followed me around like a little darling; 
I would dance and this sweetheart would follow, 
I would cry and this angelic soul would hug me, 
I needed a friend and this precious creature would be my companion. 
Her giggle is infectious and she continually makes me laugh;
she is always ready for any shenanigans I have mustered up. 
We shared skittles. I get the red, purple & green; she gets the rest. 
We shared childhood memories; 

playing pretend, dressing up and being silly girls. 

She comes with a Princess disposition but don’t let her fool you, 

she has the strength of a vigorous tiger and a heart made of tenderheartedness. 
I admire her. 
We have the sacred bond of sisterly love, that bestows warm fuzzies in my heart.
Above all, 
we have a love that evolves into heartfelt memories that bestows love upon my heart. 

I will keep her locked into my heart.

She will always be my shelter;
my confidant, 
my secret keeper,
my memory maker
and forevermore baby sissy.

April 1, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Amore, Amour and Love

I have an anecdote to tell. It is full of lovers, little mysteries, heavy hearts, anguish, desecration, exuberance and many moments of L♥VE. I will dance around this journal blog from my history past to now with the in-between. I dream you will follow me...♥

My favorite word~ L♥VE. I am conscious of this word on an everyday footing. I've cultivated this one fleeting word into the depths of my spiritual being and long for prosperity. The abundance of one word is the relic of my vitality and I fancy such an essence of a simple phrase. I'm not saying it's transparent, we know that. It has many allusions and comes in many altered manifestations. Entwine with me as I saunter through my reflection of my forgone growth, in this moment of present and my dreams of the destined. Lets travel together, souls touching and cultivate one word~ L♥VE...

with love~ july jennifer ♥