Grateful For...♥

...in no special order.

Falling in Love with my friends, they are all so beautiful in so many ways.

Falling in Love with all the beautiful men in my life that I shared an intimate relation with. Intimacy holds onto the heart forever.

Family; I don't have a very big family but we have the strongest bond and most honest relationship.

Losing myself over certain times in my life because only then was I able to go a little deeper and find myself once again. What grows inside of me...

Finding yoga, Bikram, meditation and most cherished, "spirituality" that dances with my heart.

Music. Finding art, finding my words once again to write. Finding dance again that makes my heart sing.

Heartbreak; because I truly believe it makes you deeply connected and centered with yourself. If you can realize sometimes it's happiness to let go.

My felines that have sauntered their way into my heart and where, forever they will remain.

Forgiveness, a quality I sometimes believe is my downfall beause I forgive so easily which can be painful later. But without this, are we able to even move on.

Friends and Laughter, a combo that's dangerous for many happy memories!

The Moon, the Stars, the Ocean; I'm so wrapped up in you.

Me...because the only one that can center and find a true love for oneself (at all times) is, yourself.

   and most of all..

Life...always pondering deep romantic thoughts...

August 11, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Release Me

passive love affair

behind a mask you wear

no more weeping soul

release me from the anchor

that restrained
so many untold years

I am no longer yours

to keep

so why do I still weep

your heavy anguish

be stills my heart

no more to bestow

nevertheless a love

that suffocated many moons ago

your words keep me hostage

to your wall

I am bound

I can no longer be
inside your knotted rope

I leave only my finger prints

an outline

of all that have I carried for you

 July Jennifer ♥

Her Last Breath

Piercing,
unrelenting breath.
Merely a single exhalation
would evoke all vulnerability;
lungs collapse.
She would all at once
let go,
tears streaming down uncontrollably.
It wouldn't surrender
until he held her head with his hands,
only then he finds her exposed.

There was no reasoning,
just abandon.
She was exhausted,
tired of weeping
being consumed from sadness;
imprisoned for years.

Can you embrace her,
Can't you just adore her.
Take her within you,
never let go.
Send goose bumps down her spine
like she once knew.
Butterflies fluttering...

She's apprehensive of any deep inhalation;
she's drowning
and not sure when to relinquish.
It was all so intricate
bound into years of defiance.
She's heartsick,
the pieces are falling
can't you see her tears.
A love bound by reckless care,
she doesn't know how to compose her thoughts.

Isolated tears fall from her face
and the moonlight shines upon her features
as reflections run through her spirit;
Can't you just take her into you...

Can't you behold,
in a time to come you intend to perceive.
What was once the moonlight upon her face;
the face of wonder and love,
was the one that gave you deepened breath.
The radiance that will illuminate your way...

August 7, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Butterflies are Dying...

She's a single butterfly
 fluttering about,
dancing
 to the rhythm of her own wings.
She'll fly with courage and dignity;
 only then,

her light will radiate
 what it once was.
She'll fly and love freely now,
 for the chains have been lifted.
She is no longer a prisoner in her own world...

July 31, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Sea Traveler

Moonlight pirouettes upon the great sea.
There is a sacred dance,
off ebb and flow;
a rhythm.
Vitality, divine
as the salty kisses he gives,
a dancers delight;
marks new life.
Below that vast sea,
across coral that reaches infinity,
thrives another world;
where energy emanates across millions
of volcanic force;
evolved over a lifetime.
You, intoxicate me
with your world.

A wonder, you are
of magnificent life.
Two separate universes inhabit one world.
A dance with the pale blue moon;
a reflection
that lights the way below,
is a reflection, dancing in my heart.
Into vast sea,
two worlds collide
within each other.
Two creations of life intertwine in harmony,
shaping and forming life.

original year {2011/12}~ July Jennifer

scuba diving trip, can't remember which year♥

January 25th

last night at 2:36am

there was a kitten

who echoed in vintage

and danced her heart out.
A reverie that thrives in this Goddess form
dwells in the deepest part of her...

But it is here
she calls home♥

Heart Heavy~♥

Letters From the Sky~ Civil Twilight 

Spotify~ Civil Twilight – Letters From The Sky

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