Her Last Breath

Piercing,
unrelenting breath.
Merely a single exhalation
would evoke all vulnerability;
lungs collapse.
She would all at once
let go,
tears streaming down uncontrollably.
It wouldn't surrender
until he held her head with his hands,
only then he finds her exposed.

There was no reasoning,
just abandon.
She was exhausted,
tired of weeping
being consumed from sadness;
imprisoned for years.

Can you embrace her,
Can't you just adore her.
Take her within you,
never let go.
Send goose bumps down her spine
like she once knew.
Butterflies fluttering...

She's apprehensive of any deep inhalation;
she's drowning
and not sure when to relinquish.
It was all so intricate
bound into years of defiance.
She's heartsick,
the pieces are falling
can't you see her tears.
A love bound by reckless care,
she doesn't know how to compose her thoughts.

Isolated tears fall from her face
and the moonlight shines upon her features
as reflections run through her spirit;
Can't you just take her into you...

Can't you behold,
in a time to come you intend to perceive.
What was once the moonlight upon her face;
the face of wonder and love,
was the one that gave you deepened breath.
The radiance that will illuminate your way...

August 7, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

January 25th

last night at 2:36am

there was a kitten

who echoed in vintage

and danced her heart out.
A reverie that thrives in this Goddess form
dwells in the deepest part of her...

But it is here
she calls home♥

Two Felines

She meditates
on the porch perched,
resembling that of a Buddha.
As the Hummingbirds flutter about
she holds a graceful poise.

A desire dwells inside of her
that one day,
she can take flight over again.
As silently as falling snow
she daydreams;
of fleeting wildly
into the enchanted wilderness.

Wild feline set free;
she ascends the majestic tree
that she has watched years over
behind a gated fence,
she pounces on its prey
that knew nothing of the sort was to come.
She basks
in the glory of the sun
and explores
the far corners of the Earth;
she travels the world
that she naturally longs for.
Feline instincts held hostage;
that tamed feline
sits behind a fenced balcony.

She perches
on the porch
in Goddess form amidst a Gypsy soul.
Her breath is weightless
as the day sings
in harmony
and she reflects
behind a fenced balcony.

A heavy heart
weighs her down.
A devoted heart that loves for you
is a captive heart that aches.
An incessant struggle
consumes her heart strings;
Right from Passion,
Venus for Promise.
A heart
that dwells in captivity
exist to rest in captivity.

She longs
to feel the blue,
salty ocean and sunlit moments;
take flight
with her butterfly wings.
To enchant and affect
the only way she is sure of.
Take flight in your kiss
over and over again,
travel the world
that she once knew of.
Feline instincts held hostage;
that tamed feline
sits behind a fenced balcony.

September 29, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Moments Ever Consuming

The very thought of you

bestows 
dancing butterflies within;

fluttering about endlessly.

Deeply,

always engaging

and ever consuming.

Your beautiful hands 
wrap gently around 
the nape 
of my neck.

As I gaze upon your face

I find myself swimming 
in a sea of blue;

yearning 
for your soft lips 
to leave a kiss; 
never 
to be forsaken.

You lean into me;

a delicate press of our lips collide

and in that moment, 
time 
stands still.

The warmth of your kiss,
the warmth of your bare skin
and the warmth of your hold
can only be declared as this;
a longing,
tugs at my heart strings...

March 14, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Capturing Me Captive

I am affected by your kiss;
that which flows throughout my essence
favoring that of~
Painted Lady's fluttering in my belly.

It emanates into my fingertips;
a slight tingling in the midst
of delicate feathered kisses
tip`toeing around my skin.
A warm sensation radiates
and velvety lips collide
harmonizing that of~
Vast Sea dancing with its sandy shores

Your touch encompasses my curvature
and dancing butterflies
initiate their encore
into the crescent of my arch.
A secured kiss leaves fluttering wings
through and through my femininity.
Your lips warmed by tender passion
is termed by L ♥ V E,

a softness that is possessed by everything
is termed by L ♥ V E.

Across that vast sea

into the starlit sky

beyond the Moonlit Dreams`

your kiss lingers delicately upon my lips

forming promises into the midst of the Universe

and capturing me captive eternally

February 28, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Our {HeartBeats} as One

That night,

outside of your bedroom

the ocean set its waves.

In the moonlight,

for which we made love under 
many nights;

kindred devotion

affirmations were made

surpassing any pull

of the crescent.

Vows,

made to be kept hereafter.

Fragrance

of honeyed crisp aroma

infuses the air,

the sea surf

colliding the sandy shoreline

serenades the heavens

and a sweet whisper

echoes in my ear.

Your hand glides

into mine

and you declare;

"our hearts are beating as one".

That night,

under the moonlight;

the moonlight that cast its shadows

willingly upon our haven

bestowed remembrance inside my heart.

Memories were locked of promises;
promises made under the stars,

at that waterfall,

at that hidden beach

and in those moments of ecstasy.

Secrets unveiled;

a key, 

in the form of the crescent moon

is lost at sea.

Once untold anecdotes

radiate though a heart

that was once made from a wave.

February 1, 2003~ July Jennifer ♥

the Lover, the Dreamer and the Dancer

Love; is a simple treasured word that rest inside of her heart.

She fancies more than {one} and in that, from the depths of her soul. She longs for free love with her suitors; envelope them in her world. Unify into harmony as their bodies freely radiate and burn with passion.

A kiss with loving vulnerability burns through her femininity; light and dreamy yet unending and intensely.

A love of entirety entwines as {one}.

Strong hands pulling through her auburn hair, lips tenderly biting and a delicate touch of the lips over the curve of her back; leaves dancing butterflies inside of her.

A love, that can only thrive into euphoria.

A love, that can hearten inside of your essence.

A love, that breathes and dwells inside of her.

She captivates her lovers; she fornicates through the tips of her fingers, through her butterfly kiss, through her reverence.

She is a tempest of a lovers retreat. A tender passion that can set one's heart upon; a desire that transforms you into the dreamer.

She pulls you into the illusory of her.

She is the Lover.

Set in her heart of tender devotion, she dreams of poetic delight.

Garden house set in back, bountiful of Earth's treasures and orchids dancing in the light; she dreams in certainty. She perches in a painted room of wine colored walls and gypsy adorned furnishings, a melody plays its sonnet while she dreams; one of a vintage dreamy disquiet.

Fragmented memories of the bequeathed come into glimpses.

She dreams in harmony, translating dreams into poetry.

Echo of ocean, setting waves only moments outside of her cottage; she writes. As her kitty curls up beside her she dreams of yet another twinkling. Was this her symbiosis foregoing, or is this the destined beckoning?

She dreams in ethereal, she dreams in vintage, she dreams in love.

She is the Dreamer. 

A floral sweetness precedes the air; "Fade Into You" surrounds her embodiment. Antiqued porch; in the hammock outside of her cottage she was dreaming.

She arises to a fresh glow upon her face and sand in between her toes. Tousled hair tossed eagerly into a bun and a white dress drawn close to her sultry body from the oceans heaven.

Delicate nipples peeking its way through a tightly fitted form and sun glistening on her wet skin; she promenades to the sound that captivates the air.

She dances in the moonlight, in the rain, under the brightest star; the sun.

She dances from her spiritual being; engaging love to the notes that saturate the air.

Her dress is raised, puddled feet and sunlight upon her moon face, her body delicately pirouettes. Arms upheld to the heavens, she can only be vulnerable; only to Mother Earth she unveils herself.

She is a goddess of dance; spirituality enters the very essence of her being.

Through this; she loves, she dreams, she dances.

She is the Dancer. 

January 27, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Haiku Poem~ Summers of Love♥

sand between my toes 

is my heaven; inside of 

my heart is just you

January 2012~ July Jennifer ♥

Enraptured

I get lost in your eyes

yet I run to his heart

an ocean of secrets

and an endurance of tender heart

the only way to escape this world 

is to dream

I dream in a lost sea of blue

and kept secrets

it is the love I seek

yet have nothing in return

tugging heart
tears at my essence

only to bleed memories
that afflict me

A longing that envelopes 

my world of dreams

declares me destined

in my own heart

and leaves me grasping for air

I get lost in your love

yet I run to treasure his heart

folded in half

torn into two

a love bound by the stars

a love bound by heart

I find comfort

that transcends passion

a yearning inside of my soul

that will love and dwell
herein me forever

that will captivate my heart hostage

into that blue ocean

at lost for sea

November 13, 2003~ July Jennifer ♥

Haiku Poem~ Your Love♥

love bound by the stars

has a pull of the vast sea.

the stars are falling

2011~ July Jennifer ♥

Moonlit Dreams

She's a midsummer night's dream,
adorned in nothing apart from sand in her feet
and a fragrant silken scent of gardenia.
Her skin is sun kissed golden
from the sun of the Earth.
Gypsy jewels adorn her essence
and she dances in the moonlight
like a captivating dream.

Her breasts are fruitful,
with curves that intertwine
to a sweet sound which envelopes the air.
Lovers are at her door
billowing gifts to treasure;
one of a moonlit reflection of vast sea.
She dances for her suitors;
her feet wet from the Earth below
and her heart abundant in nature.

She dances to the harmony of drums
or is it the beat of his heart.
Rain drops fall
upon her moon face.
As he pulls her into him
a kiss of dreamy rapture envelopes her.
A haze of ethereal transforms her.
His lips delicate;
a kiss
is heavy and enduring
leaving her with butterflies fluttering
into the depth of her womanhood.
He calls her name~
Helena
demure,
she frees herself from uncertainty.

On a rustic wooden porch;
calico feline, Chloé curled up

under the gleam of the sun.

Floral aroma intensifies in the air.

She lies in the familiar hammock

and dreams begin to fall into her.

A lovers trio bound by possession,

she has found a home.

A home,
that dreams inside of her heart.

Drawn to a moonlit reflection of vast sea

she is pulled into the illusory.

Only to dance
with the brightest star

in the light of the moon

and from the depths of her heart,

she dances
as a seductive illusion.

January 3, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

July Jennifer Quotes♥

{My silly words of Love, Dreams and Desires...♥}

Evolving through a transition like that of a caterpillar to moth. Finding my wings again so I can light up the night sky in flight to the moon...10/13♥

sometimes pussycats just get their way...♥

the Moon, the Ocean collide in a parallel Universe as my body longs for your kiss. your eyes like vast Sea and I dream of you...♥

I am the Moon and you are my Ocean. My body yearns for you and awaits {you} to enter my world of darkness and seduction, a unity of lust and passion...♥
my heart opens to your light...♥

your Love found a way in my heart...you are my Love, you are my Dreams, you are eternally locked in my heart...♥

my heart opens to your light...♥

the moon calls us into the night & the stars lead the way into a dream of desires♥

our Love bound by the Stars. you are locked in my heart♥

being loved is the greatest treasure one can have♥

Always remember to look up at the sky and deep into your heart...♥

a love bound by the stars has a pull of the vast sea...♥

I swim in your blue ocean & I drown in your passion♥

there is no time where I stop loving you...for a very special soul 10/29/11♥

moon pull
a love found.
ocean crashes
a tear falls from her face
her love lost.
the red moon beckons
a beating heart in the distance.
she sees the light
light of the moon
all is calm 12/10

where I lie in the heart of your eyes, I feel compelled. sand in my sheets and a special place kept under lock and key, for you inside my heart. the moon tonight is a beautiful golden dream...Harvest Moon 9/30/12♥