yours to keep

outside my bedroom window
Venus illuminates the way,
like a dancing butterfly
in the midnight sky
we are bound,
intertwined into one

your gentle nature echoes
through the strength you possess
as you unfold me,
resembling origami
you hold me captive
like a delicate butterfly

for moments resonating
with fueled passion,
I cherish
upon my lips
secrets to keep

as you light the way
to a treasured box,
a sweet embrace
a touch;
flowering a beautiful mark
inside my soul

April 12, 2015~ July Jennifer ❥ 

Love Letter to Him...

If you are indulging in this love letter
then I know,
what I have felt all along
is true.
The stars are connected,
just not yet aligned.

Behind all the smoke and mirrors
typed words written
and a heart that weighs heavy,
you stand there
seeking to find a lover
to rescue your heart.

My head is remarkably blurred,
like that of a full moon
dusted in clouds.
I cannot find the words when I am with you,
I keep them distantly sacred.
Filtered through mystic dialogue
everything becomes unraveled and obscured.
Perhaps you are finding truth in reading my confession.

If these words echo inside of you
then I know,
my adoration for you is safeguarded.
Behind smoke and mirrors
a kiss that lingers in restless nights
and a heart that remains guarded,
I stand there
embracing your gentle hands.
Your snuggle rekindling the warmth that exudes from my flesh.

I endure,

until the day to come...

I see the light in your mysterious eyes once again. Eyes in which hold my heart captive yet allowing the butterflies to flutter freely. I indulge in your aroma that drives me into a wild feline. When I hear the sound of your voice, your laugh. The echo that holds my heart inside of you. Your mischievous smile. Your kisses tucked inside of my soul as you kiss my head deep in the middle of the night, more than once and now knowing it was not by chance. Nights we shared. Your tender embrace on those same nights, our fit. Your gaze upon me, I resemble dreamy but your admiration permeates through my days like that of a movie segment. That moment you rested your head atop mine and take in my aroma, I can sense you taking all of me in. A kiss, your kiss. My lips locked with yours and passionate love bite. The kiss that electrifies through our essence. The affinity, not a single word spoken; no more than harmony filling the sensual air, mystified. Your caress all encompassing over the skin you crave and yearn. To hear your deep breaths as I lie on your chest, your heart beating. You, just sensing your strength next to me.

Perhaps in a time to come we stop searching for what at present we feel a pull towards. Reclaim a passionate love that started. Therefore this full moon, I let it all be infinite. I deliver to you a compass that holds my treasured heart for you to pursue what is desired. Perhaps one day, the moon encompasses and the celestial's align.

If you see these words
then you know,
the magnitude of love and admiration
that I hold captive in my heart.
Behind smoke and mirrors
you are

that knight in shining Armour and I am yours to be wild with.

March 5, 2015~ July Jennifer ~❥

my captivating moon...

beneath a blue crescent moon

your kiss lingered upon my lips

A lovers romance unravels.

As I lie there on your bed

your vigorous 

yet gentle in nature hands

caress the lower arch;

the arch you love to kiss.

I take all of your essence in, 

all encompassing heart beating

and your exhalation profound.

A lovers heart

bares 

deep within your soul.

Apparent in the days

rustling in the trees,

your gentle embrace envelopes me.

Spiraling me,

right out from under my toes,

into a moonlit reflection.

A glow of beaming light

right into my soul

and into your heart.

February 21, 2015~ July Jennifer ♥

Finally...

Light subdued

time distantly ticking

he has her captive.

One last inhalation

before, all of her vulnerability

endures
what's been captive.

For countless moments
in a state of ecstasy,

she is liberated.

Finger to rosed lips,

an arched back 

and his essence;
his smell

electrifies all of her,
and she is his.

She completely surrenders

for him.

For so long,

in times she withheld.

Though tonight

in this moment,

in this room

all

was set free.

She was flushed 

with profound emotion.

While in that moment,

she gave into him...

February 8, 2015~ July Jennifer ♥

Lovers in the Moonlight

he sat

 at the end

  of the low bed.

head tilted,

 gazing up at her

  with his mischievous

smoldering eyes;

the weakening

of her

  in ways

ever unknown.

draped

 in vintage

white silk

  her delicate nipples

at its peak.

he graces

 her leg

  with devotion;

wrapped

 around her, his hands

 gently

  clutching

   velvety thighs.

her hands

 run

through

  the wild of his hair.

incandescent candles

 flickering,

sound of soul

 penetrating the air.

a glimpse

 into

  his soul,

a heartbeat

through her

 poured

upon his head

as he rest against her.

a lovers

 dance

  in the moonlight.

together

they hold

 the celestial's

captive

 and the universe

at their fingertips

resonating with ancient divinity.

February 2, 2015~ July Jennifer ♥

Captive Butterflies

captive butterflies
smolder

into the depths

of her belly,

winged

yet caged.

so eager to flutter

for the lover,

she calls

Him.

restless

heart

crippling
words,

she is bound

by a poetic love story.

tongue tied

and bitten lips

a lovers dance.

kisses 

are bestowed, 

yet
the winged beauties

are claimed
under lock and key.

a compass is given

to her raging heart.

Unlocked by

Him,

the mysterious lover.

only then,

the reflection of the moon

will reflect

from her watery eyes

into His 

heart.

January 17, 2015~ July Jennifer ♥

Him...

Yearning his smell, what it does to her.

Craving and wild feline;

awaits
submissively

until the day beckons,

that she can wrap her legs 

delicately 

around him

and knead him like a kitty...

January 8, 2015~ July Jennifer 10:37am♥ 

Lost Tribe~ Gamemaster♥

I'm in love with these words, song link is below~

"Embracing the goddess energy within yourselves

Will bring all of you to a new understanding and valuing of life

A vision that inspires you to live and love on Planet Earth

Like a priceless jewel buried in dark layers of soil and stone

Earth radiates her brilliant beauty into the caverns of space and time

Perhaps you are aware of those who watch over your home

And experience it as a place to visit and play with reality

You are becoming aware of yourself as a game master

Imagine Earth restored to her real beauty

Steady trees seem to brush the deep blue sky

The clouds billow to form majestic peaks

The songs of birds fill the air

Creating a symphony upon symphony

The goddess is calling for an honoring

Of what she allows to be created

Through the form of strength and blood

Those who own the planet are learning about love"

Lost Tribe – Gamemaster - Original

January 10, 2015~ July Jennifer ♥

Leo Lover

Sun to Moon
  drawn to the light,
thoughts of him bewilder her.
A smell,
  a kiss  
is desired.
To time, hours in the night
of a delicate dance,
  thoughts of her provoke him.
A dream cycle inhibits,
and her leg gently wraps around the curve of the moon,
  into the fire of the Sun

December 5, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

the Lover♥

Moonlight upon her face

and she dreams in love.

Lovers come bearing gifts to her soul
and she is that of a blushing school girl.

An addiction for your cravings, 

one bite into her fleshy skin 

and she has you turned into a wild animal...

November 3, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Moonlight Lovers

They are the moon children 

and to a kiss time stands still.

Their passion evokes
a compelling desire,
the essence
dreams are made of.

His hands
embrace her vulnerability, 

her hand
interlaced sacredly within his;
the warmth

and a magnetic force is intertwined.

He then wraps his hands
around her waist

around her neck.

A love transforms

and the blue moon
illuminates the way;

into her heart and into his heart.

There is no defiance of forbidden love,
by virtue
of imprisoned passion.

Captive rapture arises from her being,
into his.

Altruistic.

The moon encompasses her

and only to him

can she fall into a love
destined by Venus.

A love story

in that,
the celestial's twinkle

and the moon blush
with crimson.

A love that stands still...

October 1, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Grateful For...♥

...in no special order.

Falling in Love with my friends, they are all so beautiful in so many ways.

Falling in Love with all the beautiful men in my life that I shared an intimate relation with. Intimacy holds onto the heart forever.

Family; I don't have a very big family but we have the strongest bond and most honest relationship.

Losing myself over certain times in my life because only then was I able to go a little deeper and find myself once again. What grows inside of me...

Finding yoga, Bikram, meditation and most cherished, "spirituality" that dances with my heart.

Music. Finding art, finding my words once again to write. Finding dance again that makes my heart sing.

Heartbreak; because I truly believe it makes you deeply connected and centered with yourself. If you can realize sometimes it's happiness to let go.

My felines that have sauntered their way into my heart and where, forever they will remain.

Forgiveness, a quality I sometimes believe is my downfall beause I forgive so easily which can be painful later. But without this, are we able to even move on.

Friends and Laughter, a combo that's dangerous for many happy memories!

The Moon, the Stars, the Ocean; I'm so wrapped up in you.

Me...because the only one that can center and find a true love for oneself (at all times) is, yourself.

   and most of all..

Life...always pondering deep romantic thoughts...

August 11, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

Butterflies are Dying...

She's a single butterfly
 fluttering about,
dancing
 to the rhythm of her own wings.
She'll fly with courage and dignity;
 only then,

her light will radiate
 what it once was.
She'll fly and love freely now,
 for the chains have been lifted.
She is no longer a prisoner in her own world...

July 31, 2014~ July Jennifer ♥

January 25th

last night at 2:36am

there was a kitten

who echoed in vintage

and danced her heart out.
A reverie that thrives in this Goddess form
dwells in the deepest part of her...

But it is here
she calls home♥

Heart Heavy~♥

Letters From the Sky~ Civil Twilight 

Spotify~ Civil Twilight – Letters From The Sky

or click on link~ http://youtu.be/9Wa7dFR09vU

Two Felines

She meditates
on the porch perched,
resembling that of a Buddha.
As the Hummingbirds flutter about
she holds a graceful poise.

A desire dwells inside of her
that one day,
she can take flight over again.
As silently as falling snow
she daydreams;
of fleeting wildly
into the enchanted wilderness.

Wild feline set free;
she ascends the majestic tree
that she has watched years over
behind a gated fence,
she pounces on its prey
that knew nothing of the sort was to come.
She basks
in the glory of the sun
and explores
the far corners of the Earth;
she travels the world
that she naturally longs for.
Feline instincts held hostage;
that tamed feline
sits behind a fenced balcony.

She perches
on the porch
in Goddess form amidst a Gypsy soul.
Her breath is weightless
as the day sings
in harmony
and she reflects
behind a fenced balcony.

A heavy heart
weighs her down.
A devoted heart that loves for you
is a captive heart that aches.
An incessant struggle
consumes her heart strings;
Right from Passion,
Venus for Promise.
A heart
that dwells in captivity
exist to rest in captivity.

She longs
to feel the blue,
salty ocean and sunlit moments;
take flight
with her butterfly wings.
To enchant and affect
the only way she is sure of.
Take flight in your kiss
over and over again,
travel the world
that she once knew of.
Feline instincts held hostage;
that tamed feline
sits behind a fenced balcony.

September 29, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Drift

She walks over the ocean floor,

As weightless waves crash

A broken shore.

Two wandering elements 

Dance a fine tune;

Once ruled
By the Cancerian Moon.

Tugging,

Heart strings of ebb & flow;

Amid rocky shores a tow.

Words, incessantly unspoken;

A fragile poise is shattered, 

Broken.

At first glance;

Beyond the horizon,

An imposing dance
By the silhouette of a Harlequin.

Oh, Harlequin; how he 

Bequeaths affirmations 

Of a charlatan.

Un-changing 

Tug of war;

She is left
On the dance floor.

Starry night;

Fallen stars,

Illuminate the ocean, 

Tonight.

Henceforth,

One degree North;

A fueled fire sends her

A {drift}.

Luminescent Crescent,

Her only gift; she lets go

Of all she needs to know.
Slippery, Twinkling Stars;

There is nothing
Left here to know.

June 12, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

started this poem on June 12th, had friends post a word on Facebook & picked the word {drift} & finally completed it today! Exactly one month! Weird! Also, a bit of a rhyming poem, out of my "ordinary"♥

Haiku Poem~ A Little Angel♥

A little angel

Who was a purr~fect {Pumpkin}

Resides in my heart

February 4, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥

Sweet Dreams my little Angel. 

You will always have a special place in my heart. 

I will always love you & keep your sweet energy alive♥

Shelter~ The xx♥

EVERYTHING about this song is beyond perfect...
makes me think of you and stolen moments...
underneath that haze of smoke...july jennifer♥

{a song that takes my breath away}

or click on this link~  Shelter~ The xx

Moments Ever Consuming

The very thought of you

bestows 
dancing butterflies within;

fluttering about endlessly.

Deeply,

always engaging

and ever consuming.

Your beautiful hands 
wrap gently around 
the nape 
of my neck.

As I gaze upon your face

I find myself swimming 
in a sea of blue;

yearning 
for your soft lips 
to leave a kiss; 
never 
to be forsaken.

You lean into me;

a delicate press of our lips collide

and in that moment, 
time 
stands still.

The warmth of your kiss,
the warmth of your bare skin
and the warmth of your hold
can only be declared as this;
a longing,
tugs at my heart strings...

March 14, 2013~ July Jennifer ♥