Fantasy

she is in the heated shower...

sultry water cast forth
 a sexual energy
through to her bones.
she closes her eyes
 as the dewy heat
makes her skin
crimson rose.
he is below her,
she engages his eyes
as he looks at her with longing,
 all making her heart rapid.
heart shaped drops
 fall unto his face,
his lips
tenderly disappear
into her golden fleshy skin;
her breath caught.
his fingers graze
over perfect nipples;
 then,
cupping her breast
 her back arches
into a backward bend.
his hand reaching behind her
grabbing her taught round bottom;
his kiss,
soft and delicate.
her body quivers
 as he taste all of her...

2014 ~July Jennifer ~❥

I feel a little shy posting this one but it has been a favorite secret poem. A very special soul could read this & be right there with me. Because he reached inside my soul & I shared myself ~❥

Sweet Love

thank you for today,
 feeling such an intimate moment
unfolded all the love I still carry for you.

such vulnerability
 dusted my heart with love;
sweet love.

always you,
 shall remain in my heart;
my great love.
thank you for your gentle nature
 this day,
it resonated all the reason
I shall cherish and love you forever.

 A promise etched in the night sky
for you, sweet love

June 2, 2015 ~ July Jennifer ~❥

This Year's Love {2008} ~❥
you picked this song for our wedding & it will hold a special place in my heart forever, just as you will.

Last Moon

Last Moon

 I released you

yet you leave a lingering 

    taste upon my lips,

 stolen butterfly moments

and karmic love in my heart.

To let you go

 is to free my heart,

for now.

My heart releases you,

 no more gripping claws

inside a bleeding heart,

 just whispers goodbye...

May 3, 2015~ July Jennifer ♥

Intoxicate

somehow
 he's intoxicating her.

is it the depth of his soul
 or those lips to kiss
in the moonlight.

a light runs wild
 into her heart,
across that vast sea
 thirsting for more.

what is this,
lover

 May 19, 2015 ~ July Jennifer ❥

Haiku Poem~ Searching❥

how am I to know,

if you behold the compass.

cast me a signal

May 10, 2015~ July Jennifer ~❥

   

Fragile Heart

My heart may be fragile this journey but it is with abundant love and light. So if I feel you are without regarding spiritual energy in return I choose to not let you in. My heart and soul come first and foremost these days. This is a vow to myself and it is heart wrenching that I write this about family. Alone in a cold dark place last night has shown me the light, I want to return to my home and desire the comfort of my bed tonight. I want to be held and let out more tears. I am learning that my heart can only be protected by me. Myself alone, I must make decisions that may break now but in hopes the space will grow with a love that can be bonded once again. I can only seek what heals my heart.

With this breath I ask of you Universe;

let everything and all be free that shall be,

let all and everything enter at its own free flight. 

a vow by me...

May 10, 2015~ July Jennifer ❥

A Heart that Weeps

no longer
will I be held
hostage
in the pain you carry,
suffocated
like an endless journey
resonating in the darkness
of your thoughts.
bitter'
echoing in your rage
shooting daggers into my heart,
a heart that once loved you
hopelessly

you scorn me
parallel to many moons ago
and many moons shared.
I ask of you,
let me in
as something other than your lover.
you leave my heart aching
as your dialect
bruises an abounding love.
an affection
dying in the flame
that once burned beautifully
yet now,
resembling a bleeding heart

in all the moments
we still share
I weep in your presence
yet your heart remains
a bitter taste.
I can see in your eyes;
all you say is nothingness
as a tear
finds it way out of my eyes
and my heart holding fortitude.
realizing
I have to proclaim;
setting all free,
the devotion I carry for you
by virtue of the torment you keep
is no longer about me.

April 28, 2015~ July Jennifer ~❥

a song we share~ "Stolen Car" Bruce Springsteen 

http://open.spotify.com/track/6iXyMQAaSfGWe1DmRcf0D5