a year of delicate pain & beauty ~❥

in those moments that are darkest

can you find your light.

scars and wounds you behold

burning marks of desire into your skin

and in this,

a delicate essence is flowered

deeply etched into the heart of you

September 2, 2015~ julyjennifer~❥

you hold my heart captive ~❥

in this room of afterglow
and notes serenading the air,
you lie on my heart;
the one in which you hold captive,

 now
and throughout many moonlit nights.

I feel this sense of love.
an affection I want to give;
 to you,
truly
 and genuinely.
I long to protect you, kiss you sweetly, cherish you, embrace you lovingly.
this is a love in that,
embarks a deliacte journey for me
 and for once,
I deeply want this.

you fall into slumber fast
and I feel the sensation of your hair flowing through my fingers,
to touch your skin
as my hand glides up your masculine arm
is all that makes me happy;
 right then, right there
right now.

bestow upon me,
your lips
your mysterious eyes
your sweet voice
your gaze, your touch, your aroma

 your truth in vulnerability.
bestow upon me,
on cold nights
and summer lights
and fall colors
and spring flowers

and many moons beckoning.

therefore, a part a of me, I will give.
 something,
I have never fully devoted to anyone
yet, I feel this sensation toward you.
I feel safeguarded with you
 and all I want,
is to love you freely.

September 16, 2015~ July Jennifer ~❥

relationship status ~❥

in a relationship with Spotify

since October 23, 2011 ~❥

purrs from pussycat ~❥

you are a lucky man~

August 30, 2015~ julyjennifer ~❥

I dreamt of a black stallion...

a stallion on the night

runs free in eager flight,

restless in day of light

you are all, I just might

fierce in strength, your soul

my heart you stole,

I sense a mystic pull

into a dreamland of nothing dull

a distant time long ago,

two lovers in afterglow

found each other, even though

all they have here, is tomorrow

dimly lit in the tavern corner

an abandoned piano...and all of her,

this dreamy dancer

compels a stallion to purr

above the sun kissed horizon

a glass of aged bourbon

to your lips taste,

kiss me with your poison

to take flight into your wild fire

and an eager kiss to desire

embarks a journey to transpire

you are all, I admire

lips of crimson

and a delicate scent of jasmine,

a kitten is smitten

so saddle up~black stallion

a stallion runs wild in the night

into a dreamland of celestials starlight,

a lovers knight

captivates her by moonlight

you are all, I just might

August 24, 2015~ July Jennifer ~❥

Ravenous Heart

guarded lover eternally pussyfoot'ing

and no matter,

those words echoed into the night

of Jupiter and Venus transcending the Moon.

"I love you"

first spoken upon Your lips.

intentions unsure

nevertheless

all revealed your affirmation,

transparent and declared from You.

wounded heart,

under lock and key

lost at sea

you'll never see

the vulnerability I have for you.

an ego that dwells upon reassurance;

I promise you,

 You were king

and now, only a beggar.

lost in gloomy nights

and starlit gazes

stands a Knight that fears abandon.

I see all of you,

the broken you embody

can only be consumed by hungry wolves

and lost souls.

Vampires in the night

stole the one I love

by reason of,

a cold blood

 runs through his soul

July 2015 ~ July Jennifer ❥

Jupiter, Venus & the Moon

negotiations rule
with Jupiter rising
forming
a transcendent triangle
of Venus
and the Moon

mystified
by your embrace
stolen bites
souls colliding
and stars losing their light
and rosy lips
and dewy flesh
I get lost
inside the heat of you

fingers gliding
over velvety skin
you dust my heart
with your affirmation
that breaks inside
a lonely night
of lovers
and hungry eyes

a summer solstice night June 21, 2015
June 28, 2015  ~ July Jennifer ❥